She was my cosmos flower,
An Autumn bloom,
A hue of happiness.
And whenever I looked deep into her sparkling eyes I sensed her love for me,
Her soul singing 'I love you.
At that moment I felt my worth for her to love me so.
14/2/2022

if you look you can find your own kind of exquisite
and I know it's out there,
in the trash, in piles of cash,
in the petri dish, the wishing well, in Dante's version,
in aversion, conversation therapy, sheer luxury,
the way she looks at me and in places, I want to be,
the list is long with lots on it to visit but here you can find your own kind of exquisite,
you can take
pleasure or pain
I wonder, are they the same?

When you see the curtain falling
Don't try to peek around

Lie down

Embrace the emptiness of your past
And the absence of your future

Don't rage
Fear the light!

But whatever you do...

Don't bring the curtain down yourself

It will come in its own time

Press on and strive
To find something meaningful
Worthwhile

Sublime

It never gets any easier
it only gets earlier
and I get grumpier
that's only to be expected,

I was expected once
about sixty-six years ago.

The way my mind works
when it works
works well.

I could ****** a coffee,
that's to let you know
that I'm dangerous too.

One half is Earth
the other half is the sky.
The sun zooms  
into one half-hole,
rosy dew, serene cool.  
The sea breaks and pops
the other half is always full.

Night falls in a blink of the Moon
the sunrise paints and unfolds
over the first glimpse of the blue ocean
only to blackout at twilight soon.
Again resumes in the open circle
in the deepening depth of the pi.
Counting numerous decimal-stars
between the half Earth, half sky
the cut to short half way is still a far cry.

A precise half is true
is well counted half of the full.
The true value of the pi so
Someone is in the know!