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Darius Dec 2016
I never thought I'd get like this
I never thought I'd take this risk
Writing my goodbyes with this pen
Thinking of the man I used to be back then
I wish I had the strength to bring my death
I wish I didn't have one more breath
What else can I do when I have nothing left
I let an angel push me off the edge
Who's fallen now?

When I look in the mirror all I see is black
Everything is dead inside
When I grasp the shards, as I peel back the cracks
There's nothing for me to hide
I will cut myself open
So you can see my truth
Use my veins as strings
So the Puppeteer can entertain you
Peel back the curtains like you do my skin
I'm sitting here waiting for my life to begin
As you applaud to the end of the show
I'm sitting here at the end, preparing to let go
I'd live the pain again and again
Just to feel the euphoria from then

I stood off the ledge signaling SOS
No one noticed my lights
I stayed up late, crying at night
No one noticed my plight
I know I shouldn't and I know I promised
But the knife found it's way to my hand
You say you care but I know you hate me
My blood, my life are what's in demand

I will slit my ******* wrists
And pour my essence onto you
Please give me just one last kiss
Your lips are the answer to my wish

I hope you hate yourself
As much as we hate you
Down goes your mental health
Maybe you will join me too.
A song about a man going into himself and letting out his demons.
Jun 2016 · 337
Haze
Darius Jun 2016
A kind of life akin to a nuclear autumn
With frenzied creatures drinking from a demon spring
Jun 2016 · 454
Something
Darius Jun 2016
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
Something's missing
Can you tell me?
Is it -

Happiness (Balance)
Sanity (Security)
Something to find worth in me
Love (Somebody)
Life (Help Me Please)
I need to find worth in me
A small intermission song
Apr 2016 · 1.5k
The Culling
Darius Apr 2016
Are we the cattle of an entire nation?
What have we got to lose? Except for those already lost
You can be docile or violent, just don’t lie in silence!
Rise up! Here begins a new age, end discrimination!

Innocence is dead, the wrong men end up in the jail cell
This place is nice, but life is going to hell
They’re ******, ‘cause the former majority is now a minority
Hypocritical foundations, this land’ll never unite
What happened to Civil Rights?
They only gave us what was left.
You pigs - You must be bored just to send so many to the morgue
I can’t stand to watch the news, this society isn’t one to put kids through
And it’ll only get worse
Time never changes, history repeats
No more running (RISE UP!) This is the culling!

The culling!
Never will I be your *****!
The culling! (x2)
The United States lives an ****** Cold War!
(Let’s Rock)

We are the Antiheros, the Public Enemy
Now join me friends, let’s unveil the clarity

Who am I to you? When you look what do you see?
All you see are the colors of sin
The American Dream is broken, you breed loathing
Who can, Who will - Make America Great Again?
I can’t be led by a Puppeteer of Dollar Strings
You wanna make the world free? (HUH?)
But the only thing costless, is the loss of me
Drop it! If she needs and investigation
(She’s out!) That’s the end of an asinine conversation

Rise Up! It’s far too late
I am the spirit of those who live with a target
One wrong factor can end an actor
The leaders are gone, the show is over
It’s the end of the road, but the start of -

The Culling!
A Constitution Diluted by Disillusion
The Culling!
A Jail For A Nationalistic Conspiracist!

Time puses back, but it doesn’t make it better
The War is getting colder and the water’s getting redder
Every Rose has it’s thorns
We are the Bulls with dulled horns - Branded!
We’re the ones you reprimanded!
I! Feel I was born in the wrong time
I’ll go forward and see if they opened their eyes
Or I’ll go back! So I could ******’ Revolutionize!
We all see, the ocean is vast
But like the truth and time, It Never Lasts!

Post-Traumatic Society Destruction
The Bliss of Disorder continues to function
All of the ways you hold us down
Leads to a point we take your crown
Everytime you hold us back
Pushed in a corner, poised to attack
One last push against -

The Culling!
We can’t hideaway any longer
The Culling (x3)
Your ignorance makes us stronger
The Culling!
A song written by me.

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