I draw on cigarettes, Doodle with resin- Blisters on my fingers, They all think I'm playin'. The colors brown & red Are escaped when I shut my eyes, And when I turn my face inside I'm fine with what I see. It's not dark, pretty light- It's all clear skies, Even with a chance of showers There's always a sunrise.
Living is dying That's why it's so painful Loving and hurting They say to be grateful Remembering to be forgiving I'm so very forgetful Beginning and continuing Both have been my downfall
I close my eyes to try to hide Cloaked by the darkness I've kept inside It's the only comfort I've been able to find The only problem is...it's the worst kind
I've been right here Waiting Wanting Longing Long past forever Wondering Wishing Lusting Allow me one day past never To win you over for the rest of forever Before you close the book on this chapter And once again I have to find another happily ever after