I show happiness to everyone
To keep them away from my sadness
I burn myself to feel pain of the punishment
I cut to leave my emotions
I look into a mirror and then I say all the negative stuff out but then cry
....then stand up and say
"NO I CAN DO THIS I WON'T LET THEM WIN I'm perfect!"

And you're strong brave awesome and perfect

Why did you leave me my 4 legged friend
I thought you will stay with me
Little me in the past saw you die
She will never unsee that happen
I miss you
Whiteout you in my bed
I feel lonely
More of you die
The more I am scared
Fear at home
Not a great feeling
But why did you leave
If I didn't let you outside
You would be next to me
Please come back
I would do everything
To be with you again

Blue mind
Blue soul
But trying to find a way
To get a better day
A letter wrote
A poem of hope
But secretary  blue

Round and round
The life of game
Safe and sound
Or dead and found
Same things
Same role