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I used to make it
My job
To make you feel better.

Your happiness
Was riding on my shoulder
And a bad day
Meant I failed.

But happiness
Can only be found
Within you.

Happiness
Cannot be forced
From the outside in.

Instead,
I will support you
And love you
Through the good and bad
But you have to meet me
Half way
If you want me
To stay.
If I don't return the call
it's because you never wanted to make it in the first place
and I know that

If you don't see me at the party
I didn't lose the invite
or forget the address
it's because you never wanted to invite me in the first place
and I know that

I have experience in staying in on Saturday nights
I have no problem with being alone
it's better than feeling alone in a crowd
that's what I tell myself
and I know that

But maybe if I would of returned the call
and went to the party
maybe the memories could of filled my head
instead of all of this noise
and I know that

I brush my hair and go to sleep
rejection looks a lot like looking in the mirror
sometimes you are your own worst reject
I
Don’t
             Want
                       To
                       Be
                                  In
                                      Pain
                       Anymore
I wrote this poem back in 2018 during one of the darkest times in my life. I was suffering from depression and this is how I felt at the time. I hope you enjoy the poem and please leave a comment.❤️❤️
The music plays
Another chance
The hall is set
For the final dance
My heart quivers
For what is to come
It's longed and feared this final song
Sweeping beautifully I weep
Shadows lightening my step
The melody strings as lights go dim
The final dance
Of fires and grace
Let my fears slip away
As I forget my place
To the rhythms of my soul
The last dance is playing my song.
you could’ve been my best
yet
i still chose the worst
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