Yes, I am still alive.
but I
no longer enjoy
the senation of
air entering
my lungs

I have no words to write
     Just tears to cry
.
.
.
.
.
Sadness
.
.
I have been alone
      I forgot what it feels like to be around people.

Spent the last 5 years
Forgetting
To make a therapist appointment
Self diagnosed myself
A couple times over
Muted myself
With medication
And YouTube recommendations
I put off
Writing a love letter
To my best friend
Sigh
To what could have been

Still
I’m happy

Not all the time
Of course
But,
Enough.