My brain is broken...I think that's previously established

But I never knew it could break like this

I've never been speechless before I met you

Words can't describe your aura

Asking
Grasping
Pulling
Twisting
All to keep your hand in mine

It seems like everyone has a match
Even if it burns out
2 weeks later they strike the box and a new flame burns
I've only struck once
And I burnt out to fast

It seems like everyone has a match
Even if it doesn't last
They'll be "talking" to someone new
I don't "talk"
I don't match
I don't fit

A snapshot

Insignifigant in the moment but oh so important now

The silence of the room the burst of joy       the imediate downfall

Spiraling
Alone

Dark 6 days a week but that one day that one day that makes it all worth it the one day you sit in a field miles apart, faces covered and arms outstreched but never touching

Then you go back to little black boxes like the seats in a theater, talking infront of a class has never seemed scarier

Oh to go back
To That insignifigant day

I take photos now, that's new

And I learned to draw lips like you used to

But despite the things I've learned

I still yearn

December 8th was the last time we talked

No more suns or moons or stars or laughter

No more music or dancing or singing

No more fluttering heart or late nights

No more happy fights

I want it all back

And the only way is with you

It's been weeks since you threw me back

But I just want to let you know

You didnt cut the line

And I'm stuck on your hook

Please reel me in