FinkZ

FinkZ Apr 2018

It wasn't a seed
It was the demon's egg that was buried
Deeply in my heart
The demon starts to crawl

He grows bigger and bigger
He starts to climb to my ear
The words he whispered
Become louder and louder
"**** him Peter"
"Proof your love to her"
"To hell you put her lover"
"Feel the happines of his crying in his torture"

It can't be
The demon have the control of me
All of these hate
Got me lost in faith

I can't do it
But the tendecies
Grows slowly
And it slowly killing me
But I have to bare it

Because she have the joy in him
Eternal joy it seems
Nothing could break them apart
Because their love is solid and hard

And I fear
To drop her tears
As it slowly dripping
And falls down from her chin

I won't let that happen
And I will fight the demon
Till he dies
Or my heart dies

To **** the demon or to be killed by the demon I created...... Aurelia, I don't feel you deserve me

#jealousy #hatred #love #romantic #dark

FinkZ Mar 2018

Memories, Thoughts & Dreams

Back to those days I reminisce
The voice of her laughter that makes my day colourful
As her words came from her throat and lips, it's always sounds beautiful
Those memories
Always brings me back to highschool
Those days when I'm still a fool

Questions through my thoughts
That makes my mind and my life haunted
"Am I something to her?"
"Is it possible for me to be with her?"
"Is she still with her lover?"
And the query that makes me worried
"What if I got rejected?"
"Maybe desperations controls me to get my head shot"

The day will come sooner or later
The time where I will be on my knee
In front of her
Hold her hand softly and gently
Stare at her eyes directly
To tell what my heart desires,
How she appears in my dreams
I trust my heart to her
And I will keep her heart with me
Forever

You we're always in my head since 2015............Aurelia

#love #romance #dreams #thoughts #memories #wishes

FinkZ Mar 2018

Aurelia

Her eyes are the same as mine. Black and white, but her eyes have beauty in it
Her long hair. Dyed and shines, falls beautifully behind her back, hanging on her head carelessly
Her smile brings joy in life of mine. I want to be the reason of her happiness. Desprately
Her heart makes me blind. I seek nothing else but an imaginative object that I can't see.

Oh Lord let me kiss her lips and let the addiction kills me
Oh Lord let me see her eyes closely. The eyes that will brighten my life so I could see
Oh Lord hear my jealousy, the seed of my sins that grows in my heart slowly
Oh Lord bring her to me. The thief who stole my heart silently

Dear Lord my Saviour
Bless her and protect her
Dear Lord my Saviour
Hear my prayers for her

For the wingless angel....or the thief of my heart and the trespassers of my mind

#love #romantic #desperation

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