This is more then just a love letter Because you did more then just love me This is more then just a confession You remember the first impression I gave you? When they said I find no guilt in this man I made you guilty Not worthy of your mercy But now here I stand With no nails in my hands You were the dove dipped in black paint that became a black crow For the price of my soul You are the example of fixing something that was never broken because you fixed something you never broke in So for that, This is more then just a love letter It's my soul returning back to the sender It's my heart exchanging my blood for yours This is more then just a confession This is me saying you my attention This is me saying im breaking all connection from all distraction This is me taking action. After all I've been through I hold your words to he true This is me giving up me For You.
Before I am anything I am a Christian. This is my letter saying how I've completely gave myself up and placed myself in God's hands because he loved me first and loves me more then I do myself. I hope you enjoy it and God Bless you.
Can't you see my thoughts are devoured by you As I write with the tears of my blood because of you Everywhere I go all I see is you You have become my reflection I have given myself extensions way past my deadline of comprehension To let you stop feeding from my soul Making me unholy while slowly Building my walls with beautiful lies Telling me I was the Queen of you beehive I knew all those lies were all coming from your behind Yet still I was willing to give you my all The tragic hero bound to fall If only I knew I would fall past the Earths core Leaving my mind and soul so sore If only I said bye when you said hi If only I didn’t wear my heart on my sleeve If only I ran away the first time you made it bleed If only I said bye when you said hi
She craves the feeling of intimacy She wants her thoughts drunken under his Hennessy Make her mind come out of its virginity Innocently she waits for a man to make love to her soul Unconditionally craving her body as it’s more then just *** on legs Pin her mind to the edge of the bed And make its legs shake until she feels it in her head In the future she looks ahead And remember the life that spread And the parts of her soul where dead Skin cells shead After that After making her mind reach the peak Of its purest ****** Then only then you can have her
Why do I continue to baptize myself in the forbidden salt water of Love, I’m drowning in the shallow parts of the ocean as if I’m in the center of the sea it’s so hard to see, beyond the horizon of my future if you’re not there with me Although I know I must leave, I locked the chain of submission around my neck and let your poison liquid burn my nostrils fill up my lungs. I threw away the key, now I’m drowning in the shallow parts of the ocean as if I’m in the center of the sea if only I could see, past this blinding love and force myself to get up, I’ve mentally given up I’ve talked to God and he told me what to do but leaving you my soul just won’t do. I’ve been shunned by Christ as I hang on the cross for your sins by the nails of confusion, affection and manipulation I’m in a situation. A situation-ship, where my heart is compelled by Christ but my mind has been left behind in your arms. I just need to stand up and break the chains lose that drowns me in your salt water of love, But the more I stay the salt water no longer consist of you but are composed of my tears, dying in my own creation for you. God I know what to do but leaving him, my soul just can’t seem to do. My heart compelled by Christ but my mind got left behind.... in his arms, I don’t want to drown anymore but I don’t want to get up either.
I want to feel the sun I want my light to cover all my dark spots I want my tears to become steam due to my inner warmth And confidence, But this pain is bottomless And I lost all consciousness While i'm fed death But told to throw up positivity Am I not good enough for you? Is it my looks you don’t approve? Am I not skinny enough for you? Is it because my stomach doesn’t kiss Nonsense to my spine? Am I not pretty enough for you? Is it because I have rolls that store the secrets That whisper to me at night and the stories triggered by the moonlight ? Am I not woman enough for you? Because I rather hug a tree and let nature go down on me Then a man who gags me with lies Posions my lips with his allusions of bliss By those satanic lips I don’t want to miss, But one day reminisce The feeling of waking up and not being told The way oxygen runs in and out of me is wrong The way my feet walks behind each other is wrong The way my words dance out of my mind and out of my mouth is wrong I want to write the lyrics my own song. I starved my soul and body for the acceptance my mind craved But hey, you say you still love me anyway, If this is love, I don’t want it anyway.