11:11 and I'm wishing for you
wishing that you would not simply see me through
wishing that we could be as one
I'd surely be the luckiest girl
under the sun

I'm going fishing
fishing for a love
fishing for a friend
fishing for something that will never end

However, how frightening it is to finally catch those feelings
catch feelings that are more than just friendship
instead of throw them back
would it be to simple to comply?

Love is not a card game
Simple with rules to follow
Love is not simply tame
to be picked up and laid down gently
with each simple word said.

Love is like a hurricane
violent
painful
thrashing
but eventually there is a calm in the storm
a calm for sweet words
stolen kisses
blue eyes
and often white lies

now comes the question
is the storm passing through
or are you just in the eye of the storm?

Burn
Burn it all down

Burn
Burn it to the ground

Burn
Like you caught my heart on fire

Burn
I realized you were such a liar

Silly Girl you thought he was serious
Silly Girl this was obviously a game
Silly girl your life is not a fairy tale
Silly Boy you should know better than to play with fire

Simply a date to many
But a lifetime's worth of stories to I
Many good memories

October 5th
the day you held my hand

October 5th
The day you childishly wrapped your arms around me

October 5th
The day I agreed to be yours

But now, these memories haunt me
taunting
teasing
tearing away at my heart

October 5th
The day you met her

October 5th
I'll stay with you, sure

October 5th
You realized what was best

October 5th
You forgot to tell me goodbye

The day you went away I knew there was something wrong
your words
hollow
your smile
no longer danced with your eyes
it was in these moments I realized it was no longer I who held your heart
for it was her
it may have always been her
maybe you were a good actor
or maybe I was just blind