One, to take the edge of.
Two, to make me numb.
Three, to get rid of the pain.
Four, to make me feel like ****.
Five, to make my mind go to sleep.
Six, to make me think I'm not so weak.
Seven , to see that I'm just a fraud.
Eight , to watch my soul leave my body.
Nine, hope I'll finally see God.
Ten, it's time to say goodbye.
It's time for my eyes to close.
It's time i leave, this is not where i belong.

You say, don't go offline
Stay active, stay online
Don't disconnect me, no, don't go
I'd sell my soul just to fix up what's slow.

You say, don't leave me alone
Watch me closely like my foes
Say hello, like you've wandered into my soul
Let me miss you like you're gone.

You say, don't hang up on me
talk to me like your personal therapist
don't leave me! no, don't go
stay with me till we grow old

You say, don't go offline
stay active, stay up all night
don't sleep off on me! no! please don't
I'd sell my possession to keep our sleep away

The world forces us to grow up
through agony and Pain.
Is happiness even worth it,
when you can lose it all again?
We try to cheer ourselves up,
though we know it's in vain.
We can never stay happy,
theres no escaping Pain.