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  Aug 2018 Daisy Castell
Cloud
"She suffers with depression".
What do you see right now? In your mind's eye?
I know what you see.
You see a pale, skinny but beautiful girl curled up in their bed all sad and crying into the arms of a parent/lover/friend.
Let me tell you something.
That's not what it looks like.
Depression is not romantic.
That girl hasn't showered for three days. Her room smells. Her hair is greasy and unkempt.
She isn't crying. She's binge eating while watching TV episodes into the night.
Daisy Castell Aug 2018
I can feel the chain
Wrapped tight to drag me down
I can feel the pain
A sensation that brings me to the ground

I can feel your eyes
Set upon me burning
I will not say goodbye
Even though I'm yearning

I feel very broken
Torn up beneath your cleets
I feel very broken
Like the ground Beneath Your Feet...
Daisy Castell Aug 2018
My Irrational thoughts
Lead me astray
The delusion I have
Of a life I don't
I make myself believe
I live in a semi-perfect
World
When I never will
The insanity in my head
Causes complete delirium
The Mania of a Broken Person...
Nothing in my life is as it seems
  Aug 2018 Daisy Castell
Hayley Anders
A figure walked into my room late one night. It was Death. Without any words, I knew it was my time. Tears rolled down my face, but I didn't make a sound. I didn't want the people outside to see what was about to happen. Death came to my bedside, laid down its scythe, and pulled down its hood. To my surprise, Death looked like an old friend and a smile spread across my face. We stayed there for a minute or two without words lingering in the air. I knew this time wasn't given to me to prepare or come to terms with what came next, but so I could enjoy my last moments and be at peace with myself. Death pulled up its hood, grabbed its scythe with one hand, and extended the other to me. In that moment, I grew scared of what would happen to the people I left behind, but one look at Death and I was calm once more. I looked around the room at the white walls and grabbed the hand of Death. As we left, I heard a voice I no longer recognize speaking words I no longer understood. What is a code blue?
Death isn't always scary.
Daisy Castell Aug 2018
All i see is battle scars
Lined up and down my skin
And I will crash this car
Just so i won't win

Im half crazy and insane
With a knife in my hands
Im half bitter and vain
While i listen to the same ol' band

I want to rebuild and restake
This claim to fame
But the blood on my clothes
Looks unsafe and untamed

So I'll just sit in the back
While you sit there and laugh
At this joke of a human
And this waste of a life...
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