I can't remember much this morning,
I had my headphones in,
jamming to my favourite songs,
And my hair was flowing like waves in the wind
And I saw you, about 20 feet away.
And I still don't quite remember it lucidly.
You barely waved,
And I practically ignored you.
The whole day,
I put up with these imbeciles
Your eye looks gross, are you going to go blind?
People are idiots
But then, as I fell to the ground laughing,
you caught my eye.
I felt like we had communicated in that moment,
with your confused smile and crinkly eyes.
And then we didnt talk.
You didn't come over,
neither did I.
We just didnt talk.
It was like I was meant to be there,
even though I wasnt
Like i was there for me this time,
not for you.
But I felt too ashamed to talk,
you seemed to have forgotten
our conversation last night
And I didn't want to bring it up.
I'm glad I can now lean on you,
the way you leant on me.
I'm glad that we're friends now,
but I still feel like I'm on thin ice.
Nothing is consistent in my life right now, except for the inconsistency