My cry took me to closing certain feelings
And this process hurts a bit
Now I stay pride, reconciled and stronger
Seeing clearly my past
Prepared for new opportunities

What everything is possible to squeeze into the cry
When hope is changed into sadness
Sometimes happening within a minute
Blinking of eyes
You want to see difference next day
You pray for it
You go sleep sad
And hope for better tomorrow
When you will be certainly stronger
But for today
What everything is possible to squeeze into the cry

Love is beautiful strong feeling
but sometimes hurts when you don't expect it
And you need to get over it
Again
Despite age and experience you have
It can hurt the same painfully
How pathetic it is
You haven't learnt so much
Crossing middle age soon
Even after certain time
You are like teenager
Crying to the cushion
Now you must find another way
How to look pride
While morning stare to the mirror
Better to be sarcastic
Like be afraid of tomorrow
That you will feel it again
Despite your middle age crossing soon

Christmas tree in the corner
Lights on the shelf with pictures of us
Me sitting again lonely

Hearing dogs barking on strangers
I didn't see Sun for ages
Winter is just dark period

Book lying on the table
Do not have taste to read it
Again the same pages
Of our lives

Maybe I will leave it

Will I walk towards the day?

I touched that feeling
...sleeping
...dreaming
I am not sober anymore

Walking slowly down the street
Seeing reflection of the sky
Aiming to that cafe on the corner
For a while I didn't write you
Taking cup of coffee to my hands
Imagination goes to these days

Our path went far from each other
Maybe we can't live in our memories
Maybe is not time to say good bye
Maybe our reunion is on the reach
I hope for this inside my heart

These days in your big city
Where I almost lost myself
Making me emotional till now
Saying good bye was painful
When I almost lost myself

Never stopped thinking on you
Sometimes it took me on that streets
Full of unknown family and friends
Who could see my inner me

I am here alone but not forgotten
I feel certain happiness on the reach
To feel your streets and your city
Where people are not afraid of rain
Where everybody heading home
Where my mind strayed away

Bad things not happen again
When I almost lost myself
Evil address has changed to heaven
And you will see my new me
When our eyes meet each other

Leaves fallen down from the trees
Make me disappointed  of that time
Trying to find myself in that tones

Cooling down my tears of coldness
I find few days of willingness
Capture nice moments of last days

Sun is touching my soul more and more
Flowers start to bloom and enlighten
I see nature back deep in my mind

Breathing again, enjoying the moment
Warmness of present bring happiness
Stuck in this time, leave me never

Bring me joy, the year.