Somewhere between forgetting the past and dying with the memories you gave me courage to love again.

Tonight, I know all
but my mind serves me no more
Nor does my heart
Only truth remains, conscious of everything in every detail
moreso the consequence of my ill-fated love to you
It has ground me to ash
and summoned a draught that takes with it any chance we had

So this is what it has come to--tonight
The night I become aware
of my false amends
and wasted breath
saying,
"I'll love you till the end"

my arms are tired
because of dancing with the air
your shoulders are invisible
and i can t feel the heat
i just imagine you
your lips. your eyes.
please come!
i can t be anymore
a lonely dancer