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May 2018 · 243
Bored
Olivia May 2018
Are you perhaps, bored of me?
Was i boring
Did I ignore you?

I'm sorry..
I need you
You're the only one who understands

If you're ever bored,
Please tell me
You're important to me

If you ever left me, I think that I might,
I might,
Quit

This game of life,
It may be easy for others,
But for me it's hard

But when I met you,
You made it easier,
You showed me a way,

A way to cheat the game,
When you first introduced me the idea
I was against it,

But when I tried it,
It made feel....
Better

So thank you, for showing me,
Even if most people are against drugs,
It sent me to a happier place,

I thought that it was the best for me,
But I was too blind to realize that,
It was you who was the best for me

Even if you were the one who introduced me to drugs,
You were a great man

¿Bye?
May 2018 · 283
All i ask
Olivia May 2018
All i ask,
As you leave me,
Going to better place,

Hug me one last time,
That's all I ask
Thank you for helping me

I'm sorry I didn't realise,
Was i too blind?
Was i ignoring the truth?

Was i too stupid?
You kept showing me the hints,
But I dismissed them

I remember when you first hinted to me that you liked her,
It was day time

We were supposed to have a date at the park, But you invited her to come with us

I remember ignoring that this ever happened,
I hope that you both are doing well

I hope that you both will have a happy life, but all I ask is a hug and one last peck one the cheek

Even if we both ended in a terrible ending, thank you for being there with me

«·End·»
May 2018 · 187
Thank you
Olivia May 2018
I try to hold in
The feelings that
Have for you

You have her,
And as long as you're happy
I'm okay

Thank you for,
Being there,
For helping me

Thank you
You never failed to
Make me happy

I remember when I was
About to
confess to you

I was gathering my courage,
While walking to you,
However, just before I reached you

She came running to you,  She came with a big smile, You both looked at each other with happiness

And with that,
I turned around
And left

I thought about all
Our memories together,
You always have me chocolate milk

So thank you,
Thank you for the happy memories,
I'll miss you
May 2018 · 189
Blossom
Olivia May 2018
I remember the time,
When I first saw you,
When I fell for you

You were perfect,
The cherry blossoms
Were perfect as well

But then,
She came...
She hugged your arm with a smile

She looked perfect as well,
You both looked like the perfect couple
I envied both of you

I wished that was i in her spot,
But then both of you left,
I stood there

I smiled to myself,
Knowing that I'll
Never be her


-End-
May 2018 · 409
Middle
Olivia May 2018
She saw him,
She liked him,
But she also cried for him

She saw him,
And heard the news,
He liked someone special to her

"Make sure to tell her that."
"Sure."
And she walked away

She walked away
With great pain
And a shattered heart

She saw her
and told her the news
But her friend showed no emotion

She left her
And went home
-End-
May 2018 · 237
Feel
Olivia May 2018
Ever since I was young,
I couldn't feel anything
When I try to be happy it just doesn't work

When I try to cry,
The only thing that ever came out was an exhausted sigh

As I grew older I learned
How to act, how to act as if everything is okay

I try to act as energetic so that my parents won't worry,
It was working!

My parents treated me as if I was finally normal
And I was "happy"




And I would like to keep it like that
May 2018 · 155
End
Olivia May 2018
End
Is this the end?
I thought that we had more in store for us
Was i wrong?

The pain that you have given me is far too great for me to forget this,
So please go away

As much as I push you away
You keep on coming back
Why? I thought that you liked her

So please, go away
Let's forget about everything that we have done with each other

I thought that we were destined to be with each other,
But we weren't
May 2018 · 132
Happiness?
Olivia May 2018
What is happiness to you?
Is it being being with your family?
Or is it being with by yourself?

The state of happiness is different
For everyone, Something that causes you happiness might not be what causes others to be happy

People don't realize it,
But we need happiness in our lives, they may want to dwell in the darkness and it's our job to show them the ligh

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