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Chelsea Krona Jan 2017
I can't believe that I made her cry,
I love her so much - too much,
But I'm afraid,
Afraid of rejection,
Afraid of sadness,
But I shouldn't be,
After all, I've felt all those things before,
She's the one who's crying,
Yet I'm the one that's hurt.
Chelsea Krona Jan 2017
Everything feels like an eternity to me,
Everything feels like hell to me,
Everything feels like death to me,
Yet I lost my feelings years ago,
When I realised life is meaningless,
Love is just a concoction of chemicals,
To make us reproduce,

So now, here I stand,
At the end of everything,
And the beginning of nothing,
With a smile - finally - on my face.
Chelsea Krona Jan 2017
He said "I love you",
And I believed him,
I hate myself so much,
How could I be such a *****?
I'd fallen prey to his sweet breath,
His glistening, white teeth,
His strong, defined muscles,
Like he'd done to so many other girls,
But I had an insatiable hunger for love,
And he just fed my esurient heart
Chelsea Krona Jan 2017
Love is like a game of chess,
Yes, you try hard,
Yes, you are determined,
Yes, you are passionate,
But it is all just a game.
Chelsea Krona Jan 2017
Everything used to be black and white to me,
But now everything is different,
She is my prism,
She lures the colours to the world,
Even if to me there are none,
Every graceful movement: a waltz
Every shy word: a poem
Every onyx hair: a masterpiece,

And all of these things,
Distract me from my pain,
But the worst thing is,
That distraction, like all things, is temporary,
So when she leaves me,
I must go back to my black and white world,
Where the pain comes back,
The sadness comes back,
And the despair comes back,
Where I await my prism's return.

— The End —