I want you to look at me
As if I'm the most beautiful thing in the world

I want you to look at me
Like you've found what you've been looking for

I want you to look at me
As if I make you happy

I want you to look at me
As if I'm more than you could ever ask for

I want you to look at me
As if you never want to let go

I want you to look at me
Like I'm the best thing that ever happened to you

I want you to look at me

*The way I look at you

It's just a little hard
Trying to find something
To fill the hole in your
Heart.

I wish we met another time
Where I could've given you my best
Instead of giving you my worst
But now
My worst is
All I have left.

I feel like I'm being pulled in two different directions.
On the one side, there's fire
and it'll scorch me and burn me
Alive.
On the other, there's ice,
so cold it'll freeze me to
Death.
And if I choose neither,
I will be torn apart,
until there nothing of me
Left.

No matter how close,
the surface seems miles away
when you're out of air.

Every time I get comfortable
Without you
You show up again.

Every time I get used to sleeping
By myself
You crawl into my bed.

Every time I fall in love
With you,
You leave me again.