"Hush,"
Whispers the wind,
"Quiet,"
Whispers the rain.
"You're panicking
For the sake of panic."
The music floats around me
And I realize maybe they're right.
It's easier to talk myself into
Being worthless
Than talk myself out of
Being scared.
But I need to
Take a deep breath
And understand
Not everyone is the same.
You're different,
And that's the reason I've always loved you.
I'm afraid and I lash out,
Push you away
And sabotage what we have
Because I'm scared of getting hurt
Getting burned.
I should be scared of fire,
Yet the more I see the nearer I draw.
But it's time to move on from
What I've known.
I need to be better.