Mistake after mistake
and fear after fear,
the time I was to make
was the time I did the break.
Mistake after mistake
and guilt after guilt,
the heart I had to give
was the heart that couldn't forgive.
And I am..
Saying just to say, praying just to
pray,
crying just to cry, living just to lie.
Crying for all the lying, and crying feels like
dying.

You are your best friend
You are for yourself.

We are all sinners by default.
Sin is on our skin.

I love you body and soul,
graced by the heavens to find you,
to have us together is my nirvana.
I am too proud to admit,
you are
my breath. .
my brain. . .
the tenderness. . .
my heart . . .
please, oh please.
by gods grace keep us united,
for I yearn for your love and respect.
Hear my plea, for its not a child's plea.,
but filled with sentiment from our youth.
promise to be tender
to love, and give affection.
I am yours to do as you will,
I am yours to break at your will
so please love me.

Your soul,
𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓹𝓸𝓮𝓽

Packing up the memories to the corner of my mind
where they will collect dust until I decide
I am ready to unpack the thought of
you no longer by my side.

I’ve come to terms with the fact
That you have built a home
Inside of my mind
And don’t plan on
Moving out anytime soon


When will I evict you?

I remembered that you said you
Wrote me a letter and I never
Received it.

Much like the time you said you
Would never leave me and
Then left.