and i want to cry now
but the gut feeling wont let me
it also wont let me see the bright side
the real situation behind those emotions
sinking me
which i cant seem to control
and never get myself out until it settles
and i leave the weak way out

its just that /// understanding
im so angry i dont want to keep it inside anymore
please leave me please while im here
shaking and you cant seem to do
anything else but blame yourself
and explain your pain

you know baby
i never ever wanted this to last so long
cause its too irritating
to even save us
and you expect me to withstand it all

When you feel your legs numb at the edge
It feels like you’re going to fall any moment now
You can’t just believe yourself that you’ll stay there
But it’s the same as life
If we continue we stay, if we let ourselves we fall
It’s just our feelings making us believe that we must fall
But actually there’s still a chance to take a step back from the edge
You will start to see your feelings becoming weaker
You can open up your mind more
And finally you can see the true meaning of falling

Sunset through your eyes
Lowers deeper than dark at 2am
Will you admit?
How long have you also been there?
And I want to know
If sunset rises there with you again
Because sometimes we all show no sign of mercy
From our own made demons invading us
Even if the last ray of us breaks itself
And somehow finds the way to enlighten
The dark you’re in
Will you try again?
And if you get out every morning
I find it hard to kiss all your last fragments
In hope to keep you longer in light
Because while you have been in dark so deep
You have forgotten to wonder where I fall
At the end of day sunrise never catches my eye

Completelly clean abandoned woods
Remind me of silence
Just as calm, blue ocean
It's like being alone on a raft
Left alone to die
It's so quiet
Thoughts drifting like lightning
Almost making you insane
Trying to understand what's happening
But never comming to a conclusion
It's too quiet for me to stay
I fall too much inside me
I can't make it gone
But I'm not in the ocean nor the woods
I'm here in my bed
Stuck with the silence
Taking over my head