Don't tell me to get out
If you do not want me to leave
Sad the day I actually do
Goodbyes worn on our sleeves
Necessary walls put between us
They cause stress to strike
Can never meet in the middle
Different views but so alike
When will I declare defeat?
Be the first to grow up?
Time to realize you never will
Stop counting seconds you interrupt
Animosity steadily building
Stone expressions swapped with pride
Oblivious to own ignorance
All the insecurity inside
Too stubborn to see truth
Is no way to change your opinion
Will forever be correct in this kingdom
Over which you hold dominion
There's nothing adequate to dethrone you
Don't acknowledge words I say
Wish we could live in harmony
Spoken sentences of spite stuck in the way
You do not make me feel welcome
Gravity of your rage makes me small
We're often overlooked in our haste
Broken heels pressed against wall
I never desire to leave the premises
With you memories were fondly made here
Living in endless frustration
A tender touch so insincere
Leaves me feeling captive
Instinct exclaiming
"Fight or flight?!"
How can I escape your wrath
Except running to him and proving you right?
I'm happier sleeping in car with him
Than my warm bed with a heart full of fear
Maybe if house felt like a home
I would actually want to live here
This makes me tear up because it was dn when my mom was still alive. I wish I had tried harder to get along with her instead of being stubborn like she is and fighting all the time. Now it's time I will never get back that I wasted arguing trying to prove who was right. Now I realize that it doesn't matter all that matters is cherishing the precious time you have with loved ones because you never know how long that time will last.