I sat
between the city and the sea
On a sunny summer’s day
When an Italian dream
a rocker queen
decided to grace me

It feels so unreal
to see such an angel exist
Her braided raven hair
and icy seductive stare
keeps me in wondrous bliss

With crystal shades
of green and blue
Her lovely eyes
gazed into
my passion
And found
the soundtrack of our lives
to be the same
Yet different
in the world to which it played
Nevermind the language spoken
Our lives connect
In hybrid moments

Welcome to L.A
A place where Angels belong
Though you cannot stay
A connection is lifelong
So let’s dance while we can
singing rock and roll songs
Creating memories
that will never be gone
The experience
of meeting you
An Italian Deam come true

I wonder
Who I'd be
If you
Actually raised me
Would I be angry
And careless too?
What kind of things
Would I do?
I dont know
I never will
So
I'll pretend
That I'd be ignorant, mean, and wild
It makes it easier
to accept
That I'm a motherless child

Too old to see it all
Too young to make it stop
You’ll learn to love each second
When seconds are all you’ve got

Cuz the night is over soon
There’s no turning back the clock
oh just take another drag, babe
We’re not finished with our walk

The Future so uncertain
The end is always near
Not easy living
for the moment
When you're in a world of fear

That's why we laugh it off
And love who we hold dear
Soon the clock will strike
And everyone disappears

Oh darling
Don’t be blue
Don’t be dreaming of the gloom
Our time together
plays forever
Like a movie for the moon
Tomorrow is not a given
Expecting certain doom
ill shut my mouth
and kiss your lips
It's the only thing to do
The only thing to do

The song is almost over
The finales just begun
Soon it's all just ashes
Punishment by the sun

We're just doing what we're told
But our minds are overrun
We dream of growing old
Just reveries for us

A generation lost
Forgotten in the dust
Living on absurdity
Living without trust

That's why we laugh it off
And love who we hold dear
soon the clock will strike
And everyone disappears

So darling
Don’t be mad
Don’t over comprehend
Spend your time
Feelin fine
With lovers and your friends
Tomorrows never given
It's all just play-pretend
So I'll shut my mouth
and kiss your lips
We'll at least enjoy the end
At least enjoy the end

Your affectionate eyes
Gripped me
Tightly wrapped
In a grasp of love
Your hollow words
molded me
Into a cracked state
Of indecision
I’m going to miss
Our directionless lives
I’m going to miss
Your affectionate lies

I bite my lip
Thinking back
To when I had you
In my touch
feeling my kiss
under my tongue
The sensual song
Of passion we sung
I can’t wait
to feel you again
Your touch
Your kiss
Your lick
Your love
I want you to feel
My affection and care
Run my fingers through your hair
While I look into your eyes
Given your intimate trust
go for a kiss
and begin to ******

You want them all
To know
You want to show
Who I am
The greatest catch
Is in your reach
I want to see if you can
So much to prove
What’s my next move?
My soul
You smell
Such a corrosive scent
I’ll never be
A trophy
Desperately
You’ll learn
That you will never catch me

You’ll shine your light
Give the blind sight
But not enough to last
You’ll squeeze my life
tear open my wife
To punish me for my past
No shame
If I stop running
I die
What to blame
Decisions made?
Or the world
That allowed me to thrive?
Evil can be
Necessary
You will ultimately
Be forced to see
The ugly truth
You will never catch me

My team
Bursts
Into flames
From your spark
We became
The worst
It had gone too far
Blood spilled
Caused by your hunt
Our conscience was killed
yet we were the gun
Despite
Your spite
And the loss
Of life
My greatest sin
Stays buried within
The monster only you see
My family is running
My life remains ******
But I’m free
At least
you never caught me

You dance
to the music’s rhythm
Only for my eyes
Your lovely lips
Your swaying hips
Intensely visualized
Seen
only through a screen
But you’ll be here soon
And we’ll dance a tune
Of impassioned youth
For now
My Distant Dancer
I’ll have to admire
Your musical fire
From Afar

You faded
Everyday
Right before me
Withered away
Confused and in pain
For everyone to see
Your skin whitened
Your face thinned
That ghoulish look would be
My final memory
I cared
And fed
And held
And led
And loved
And said
That you were not going to die
Such a hopeless lie
At least
The night before
your life passed by
I stared into
your barren eye
And tearfully signed goodbye

What you do
Is give me experiences anew
Hours passed with you
become mere moments
That are stolen away so quickly
But I treasure
every second we spend
Laughing and talking
Kissing and walking
Singing and rocking
Out to different tunes in my heart’s radio
They’ve all been stored
In my mind
As glimpses of
a time so kind
I desperately wait
Till the next time
I can kiss you with my gaze
Because I want these moments
To turn into days