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The scrambled letters
Always spell what I want

Jsjajsgvdcutkjnhk

Even if no one sees

Kajhdbdldepressionkmadjqf

It's there in my head in my soul

Kakebkfoaldiekajshd

Always what I should do

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Never leaves me alone


YOUNG TEEN COMMITS SUICIDE

The scrambled letters are gone

And so am I
Every single day I see it I feel it drives me mad j just want to all to stop
Cold
Hitting my bones
Hiding in my warm many layers
Shaking my small fleshy skeleton freezing my toes to the top of my nose
So skinny and so cold
It's that time again, time for the leafs to turn red/orange/brown-ish

To pull out those nice cozy bagy sweaters on and the socks that keep your toes toasty

Pull out your big fluffy blankets and your favorite hot chocolate mug with your new book

It's that time of year were the leaves start to change and the cold sets in are you ready
The colds setting in already but im still not ready
isn't it funny that no matter how much pain you can be in you can't seem to let go? even if you feel like dying you can't. because for whatever reason you just can't let go. maybe its because you made a promise to someone, maybe because your all someone has left.

for me its someone. not just one but many. i cant go because people need a nice girl to talk to or a shoulder to cry on. you never know what one person has going on inside their head. all you can do is be nice to everyone because that one word could change someones life, that one push could ruin everything.

we are all human no one wants to show how sad there are or how much they need someones help.
to all the people who need help im here for you i know ** hard it can be but your never alone
a pink pretty person
sweet and kind, do what you wish
nods, doesn't fight back
smiles like an angel
does as told, has little to no opinion
that's what you wanted

a rebel with cold eyes
quite and shy, do what she wants
straight faced, fights for freedom
hardly smiles, likes what others don't
speaks her mind, own opinion to top it
that's what you got

the store you got me from doesn't do returns
I know that people wish for something else but that's just not always how life works its self out
RIP
I wanted to talk about it to cry with every other hurt kid out there
I could have screamed and cried till my eyes turned blood red
I wish that it didn't happen or there was a support group for it

I didn't talk about it or cry like every one else
I couldn't scream my voice was no longer existent
I didn't need a support group or to sob over what was once here

I got high to feel okay with it
I smoked just like he once did
I missed what was once
   my bus driver and best friend
RIP to my mazing bus driver. he passed away and i miss him so much. he was so nice and sweet. he'll be missed very much and i hope hes in a better place. he used to smoke and now Ive taken up that habit because its the only thing i have of him
my breath is slow
my checks are cold
the world is still
the earth is calm
your kisses are sweet
your voice is missed
words are scrambled
words fall in to place
my tears fall like rain
my mind goes black
the world rewinds
the earth spins again
your hand on mine
your soft lips that fit by mine
words make sense now
words that can be spoken
my mind says love
my heart says love
I'm running out to of poems to write, my inspiration  is gone.
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