In an alternate world,
Everything was fine.
I could love them all,
The attention was mine.
The problem is,
That world doesn't exist.
I live in reality,
Directly in the midst.
My mind is erratic,
I can't take much more.
My heart is numb,
And my conscience sore.
For all these problems,
I am the host.
We've all made mistakes,
But I've made the most.