I had lung cancer,
now I'm minus that airbag-

Oral cancer on the horizon; burning bright,
like the sun on a Long Beach day.

I'm still vvaiting on the Seagulls;
I have this bread to toss.

This relationship vvith Death breeds: **** Fear
a nevv beginning; I'm ready.

Stretched out on my table
bound gagged brunette
I admire the bolster && ****

Svveet midnight scales
vvith a tang that never disappoints
You are my Thanksgiving
my slash Queen

My ruin runs deep & cold
vvith it
I vvill **** everything You knovv

Once done carving
I remove Your pearls
and keep them in my pocket
for a future moonless stroll

My tongue is leathered
vvith glory
an oral  j  u m  p   r o p e
            in the darkness!

Joy!!!
might you trip
&& break a femur
to make a meal of yourself?

Once prepared
alongside the parsnips && carrots
I relish your eyes
&& make no apologies
for being

Don't be sad
to be svvallowed
Some
are not as lucky

Door **** lock
mouth puffed vvith
saliva

pink extension
  release
   under circular
compressed tree matter

bended knee
shook off number
one

grease under thumb
  left knee
     pop
    hangnail & an eyelid

this tvvitch
   vvont stop
  for 40
I'm certain

Broken body's rack
new life into lung
Gold vvrapped platinum sludge
Decadron makes buzz
6 months in the novv
MRI goes clack
Ativan don't quell
Image movement shakes

Take your skin
&&
fold it over my bones
make me
   your nevv home
hang my coat
on your
collarbone
a pale place
   found inside of you
shedding those fears
&&
bruises of rejection
The garden vvill be
our minds
   raked vvith passion
to a depth
that vve
vvill N  E  V  E  R
   knovv the hunger
of bonds

I just heard
a blood curdling scream,
Off
in the     d i s t a n c e.

VVho ever you are;
I love your music of fear,
I imagine you're running
HARD.

I hope you trip
so they catch you;
& practice origami
on your viscera,
as beautiful as your:
Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh