Drowning in old sorrow
Yet ignoring the extended hands
Utterly selfish to dare expose vulnerability
A deep rooted want to become a-
part of the bleak sky
But, truthfully known the earth-
would be a final resting place

Why does one chose the walkway-
that caresses a personal netherworld?
Each portion of forced effort falls short
Especially in the eyes of the inner perfectionist
My closest friend is a crippling emotion
It sends consistent reminders-
in my dreams-
of my broken

Nightmares are a lingering-
background in my head
Why must detest my own blood?
For it is brimming with the corruption of loathing.
The engraved disappointment-
I grew to be-
Is even repulsed
by the soul within.

Plaster a grin
and keep it all in.

Just jotted down my emotions about a month ago.
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Talkative hellos became silent hugs.

Nov 10, 2016

flesh meeting flesh
devoured by emotion
two soulmates mesh
bodies momentarily woven
in the pleasures of the flesh
lost in each others depths
speaking words unspoken

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Sep 8, 2012

If only you knew
what you do
what you've done
you've taken many souls
left not even a trace
all you've done
all you've taken
wasn't yours to take
you've left me with nothing
nothing but fear
left me in a horror movie
forever I fall

Sep 15, 2014

Where is earth
there is only darkness
there is no light the day must end in this time
nothing is left there is no where to go there is not way out the darkness has spread through each vain spreading to the cells like some cancer burning through the veins

Jan 26, 2015

Endless darkness
Swimming thoughts
A mask is worn to fool all
Each day
Each passing moment
The pain sinks in further
cracking melting buring
Mask is gone
No one know
Death soon awaits

Jan 26, 2015

Hopelessly wondering In the darkness
Can you not see the mask that is being worn?
Can you not see the pain that has taken everything
So hollow
So cold
Please can help
No one hears the silent cries
No one sees
No one hears

Feb 6, 2015

I want you to know, I want you to see
I want you to look beyond your own eyes
Past your afflictions
Do you really care?
can you not see?
can you not hear?
Sometimes the silence is better
I know you will never understand
I know you will never see
you''ll never see how badly I hurt
you will never hear my screams
I'll light the match, the flame, the fuse, the bomb
rescue the world from your word's
I want to  torch it, burn it, scorch it, end it
watch it as it blows away
I won't let you poison me any longer
A prisoner no more

Feb 6, 2015

Is it you?
Is it me?
I can't tell anymore
But this silence is killing me
I wish you could see
See inside of me
Can you hear?
I can hear these thoughts inside of me
I can feel a part of me die as the time passes by
I wonder if you know because this distance it just seems to grow this pain digs deeper
Loosing my self loosing you
All is lost
Is this what you want?
I just want to scream but what difference will that make when you can't hear me anyways
Forever slipping away
Washed away
Ripped away
Torn apart
Gone forever
This is your loss
You won't save me
Drowned alive
All hope is lost

Sep 6, 2012

Slowly into the sea's of sorrow seeping through the pores
Sucking out all that you know make you hallow
nothing left but your thought s and memories..
well at least you have your dignity...
darkness consuming everything around you
breaths become heavy the air around you becomes cold
it rains and it snows but you can see nothing but the icy breath of death...
feeling the embrace of his cold dead hand pulling you into the salty seas of blood

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