When something's seriously wrong,
I've no idea how to tell.
Something must be wrong with me,
I have no warning bell.
Liars, cheaters, chronic deceivers
seem trustworthy and kind.
I'll put my trust in anyone
who bothers to give me their time.
The benefit of the doubt
is a dangerous gift to give.
I see the fire, but still take the chance,
thinking "Either way, I'll live."
Pain seems easy enough to prevent,
signs alert me to imminent hell.
Yet often I turn my head and ignore,
because I hear no warning bell.

So many destinations
So many destinies
But out of every place
I would of expected to find you in my dreams.
Because you are someone I never would of thought I'd find and somebody I know for sure now that I will never leave.

She's only yours until she not.

Everything beautiful can't stay forever so soon enough like a rose it rots.

All though there were so many guns that were being fired the only ones being hurt were the one's who shot the shot.

You expected her to stay at your side like a pet.

Treated her like a slave as I recall you saying you have no regrets.

You said you loved her but she sooner or later couldn't hear a thing because after the shots were fired she figured it was all a game.

She put all of her time into you like she was a reckless teen at an arcade.
She spent all of her coins and soon enough she realized she never once was repaid.

She thought she had your heart in her hate filled life that was the only thing she ever thought she had won.
She loved you so much and she thought you felt the same until you were the one behind the gun.

Although she hopped on one foot through a spike filled cave, and across the world then through dungeons, she came only to hear you once again call her name.
She still loved you and like a new song on the radio she was your favorite until a new one came on.
The static between the stations was I guess to far to reach because he said that their love was too far drawn.

Even though he had tricked her so many times, when she got in her car finally and changed the station she never again pressed rewind.

He was really confused because he thought he already had every one of her dimes but when she left the arcade he noticed not one tear did she cry.

Maybe it was the look in your eyes
Or the daring, cold air.

But everything about the moons light made your skin look more fair.
Your lip’s feel more soft, me more vulnarable
And your eye's  making these nights more rare.

Our small glances made me simply feel high and by the looks of the obnoxious smiles that we had, we both adored this night.

The trees grew a loving snare and that's when the stars  hinted me that you my love, still cared.

But the cracks in these old streets whispered to me, reminded me of my heart's oldest tear.
Everything went black for a moment then I woke up, the world tilted, and my blood pressure flared.

Looking at my given up hand sideways across the cold ground I realized all this was, was everything I hoped for fooled into a dream.

I got up yet my feelings took a shake, I loved you it seemed.

As soon as I felt something was missing, something was gone. This "something" was different to... I soon enough noticed that the thing that was missing was you.

She was a rose beautiful, delicate.
She was a rose silky and smooth.
She had a kind heart in a world full of hate.
Her kindness only a few knew because she began to push many away.
Soon she began to build her roots
up... and up.
Not allowing anyone through, they had to climb for how long?
No one, not even she knew.
She thought she was innocent because she knows what it's like to be pricked, to bleed.
Yet after some time her thorns rested around her and her true colors no longer could be seen.

"She was young, a rose resting with thorns.She was in detailed how the sky would fall before it had bent. Although she was so bright inside her outside the darkest red like the blood that would leak from the humans fingers when they touched her thorns, she never truly knew her damage."

You left me
You made me lonely
You left me alone.

I should have known
I should've brought myself to know
that you're a monster.

You would let me breath, to watch me suffocate longer.

You make me feel worthless, like i'll never prosper.

Although i'm still looking for an identity stranger
all I need is a mirror
me as myself i'm my own heart breaker.