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 May 2014 Alex Bautista
Alicia
Empty
 May 2014 Alex Bautista
Alicia
there are times
i am supposed to be happy
like when i am with my friends,
throwing my head back and covering my mouth
as i shake with laughter
at a joke someone jut made.

but then day turns to night
and my carefree grin turns into an unexplainable sadness,
etched on my face like a tattoo.
and i lay in bed,
thinking about all the things i wish i could say,
and all the things i'm afraid to admit.

it's nights like these when i realize,
i am many things.
i am happy and sad,
outgoing and shy,
crazy and quiet.

but mostly,
i am just empty.
there are stars in the sky
and i can choose tell you about them
or i can choose to tell them all about you
 May 2014 Alex Bautista
fdg
I think I'd write a poem about today
About the back seat of my car
Or the color of your eyes
Or even the fingerprints on the door windows that are only seen if you look close enough...
But I've been having trouble with words, lately
Especially when I'm sneaking glances at your lips
Idk
 May 2014 Alex Bautista
A Duvall
selfish people
who only take the effort that you exert
in hopes that they'll catch the fever
and love you  like you deserve

they dont even know
how little they try
they think a drop of water
is worth an ocean
but not to my eyes,

when every drop that falls from them
is so much more

we are oceans full of love
and we cannot let ourselves run dry
over someone who we wish could love.

do not cry
and please
no longer try
to please those
who poison your mind.
Beauty is…

The flesh can never be defined
Dip it in water and watch it prune
Views or imprints can’t be outlined
Surgical sabotage meet Dr. Doom

Strip the mind & provide ***** mirrors
Self-hatred is big business worldwide
Strip the mind & provide ***** mirrors
So call ugly people want to hide

Our difference is magnificence
I testify you satisfy
Your countenance is radiance

Love all that you are without ridicule
Ridicule no one knowing beauty is love
It's cold down here,
the white cushions and blankets do nothing
to safeguard my withering body
from Earth's cold claws.
Remember when we used to sit in Summer's sun?
Ankle deep in baked sand
as the waves lulled us.
Remember how you held my hand the first time?
Side by side, we sat on that empty beach
our hands absentmindedly digging towards the core.
It wasn't until I was distant that I felt your fingers,
timid at first,
then coiling like a grape vine 'round a fence.
You remember, don't you?
It hasn't been too long?
You told me,
in that raining back alley,
that you wouldn't let me go.
You told me,
as I held your hand like a lifeline,
that I was going to be okay.
I kept listening,
through the rain and your tears,
for the sound of running footsteps
and the clinking of money in my purse as he ran.
Did you catch him?
Will he never hurt anyone again?
Please tell me,
so that I may feel some warmth in eternity.
Prompt: Message from beyond the grave.
Loneliness is a hunger
That eats at my hands
At the vacant spaces between my fingers
Devouring the place on my chest
Reserved for your cheek

It mocks
As it consumes

And I'm left
Empty enough to echo
 May 2014 Alex Bautista
Alicia
i don't think anyone will understand
the pain
of being completely abandoned
by the people who are supposed to love you the most.
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