My words have grown stale
And I'm all out of paste
I can't stick **** together
It's still made of waste

I just keep being ****** down the drain
With filthy bath water after acid rain

And I apologize to my neighbors for the terrible smell
Of my dead, rotting corpse inside of the next cell

It's just so exhausting racing away
To get to my bed and wake up the next day

My whispers have fallen to silence, and your name can't be spoken
My head is empty and my heavy heart broken
Out of order, but you still try a token
I love you so much.
****.
Okay, I'll stay open

Remember once the things you told me And how the tears ran from my eyes
They didn't fall because it hurt me
I just hate to see you cry
Sometimes I wish we could be strangers So I didn't have to know your pain
But if I kept myself from danger This emptiness would feel the same
I ain't no angel I never was
But I never hurt you It's not my fault You see those egg shells, they're broken up A million pieces, strung out across the ground Did you ever really love her Or was it that you feared letting go
You should have known that you could trust her But you pretend like I don't know
I ain't no angel I never was But I never hurt you It's not my fault You see those egg shells, they're broken up A million pieces, strung out across the ground I want to tell you that I'm sorry But that's not for me to say
You can have my heart, my soul, my body If you can promise not to go away
I ain't no angel I never was But I never hurt you It's not my fault You see those egg shells, they're broken up A million pieces, strung out across the ground

No one can see how you feel.
people say the feelings deep within you should leave them alone.
showing feelings deep within is like playing with fire, you will get burned.
No one wants to show their feelings if they fear they will get burned.

Why am I this weird girl
that nobody likes?

Why is everything always my fault?

Why do I f**k up everything I do?

Why do my life seem like ****t?

Why can't I be happy?

Why am I always depressed?

why can't everybody love me as much as I love them?

Why am I so stupid

WHY???

I really need to know what I am doing wrong because right now nothing is right........