"Be careful. You'll drown if you go far."
Her friend said,
Not knowing that she has been drown
And already died
from her own thoughts.

My heart beating frantically
As I lay down in my bed
Never thought that I would still feel this way again
And I wanted to feel those toxics
flowing freely and burning me insides
And to hamper the pain
I am feeling right now
Rather than to feel those growing gap
between us over and over again.

The familiar feeling of burning sensation
flows through me
As I gulp down the alcohol
down my throat
With the thought of either forget you
or to remember every single thing about you
To either want to feel the feeling of love again
or being scared **** to feel the pain.