Your elegance entrances me.
The way you carry your words
the way they roll off your tongue
and melt like butter in my mind.
The way you carry your body
like you own the world
like you own the universe.
I am entranced by your elegance.

Am I stupid for believing we ever had a chance to last the long run and make a life for ourselves when at the end we couldn't even hold a conversation?

I haven't been myself.
I haven't bled in two months.
I haven't wrote in over a month.
I haven't exercised in three weeks.
I haven't picked up a book in two weeks.
I haven't had a panic attack in five days.
I haven't slept in three days.
I haven't cried in two days.
I haven't missed you in...

why is it two years later i still find myself crying over your death

They're making cuts
The office shuts
The workshop's still
There's time to ****.

What shall I do
With nothing due
I'll start again
But how and when.

Forget me not
You're all I've got
We'll see it through
If you'll be true.

I UNDERSTAND THE HEARTACHE
A PERSON FEELS INSIDE~
TO LOVE & LOSE A WONDROUS MAN
IN PAST THEY COULD CONFIDE.

THE LOSS OF A SPECIAL SOMEONE
MAKES HURT THAT YOU MUST ENDURE~
IT RUINS HOPE, CAUSES PAIN & HEARTS
STRUGGLE TO COME ASHORE.

HOLD STRONG THE GREATEST LOVE
OF THE ONE YOU ONCE HELD NEAR~
BUT BEWARE THE MEMORIES OF HEARTACHE
THAT WILL ALSO PERSEVERE.

IN THIS ENORMOUS WORLD
FOR US TO LOVE & LEARN~~
SADLY I STILL WONDER,
WHY IT'S SO DIFFICULT
FOR SOMEONE'S
LOVE-----
MY
HEART
TO
EARN?