You've got me
Dreaming, craving, seeing - you
Every second
Of every minute
Of every hour
Of every day and so it goes

You've got me
Remembering, imagining, living - you and
Carefully going over
Every single last detail
Of every moment we've ever spent together and
Of every moment we've spent apart and so it goes

You've got me
Missing, needing, wanting - you
And your every look
Every touch
Every heart beat and so it goes

You've got me thinking
About our warm bodies tangled into each other
About our lips
The first and the last time they met
And when they will meet again
About me consuming your arm in the cold, cold air
With numb faces but sunshine and chicken-soup-warmth
In our hearts

You've got me
Wondering what this is and if it is,
Does it feel only right, or wrong only
If this is only
That four letter word

I've decided to not care about what people say anymore. You can't please everyone. Nothing I can ever say or do can please everyone. So **** it. I'm going to be and be my own person. I want to start embracing who I am. I want to be able to speak my mind without caring about people judging me. I hope you feel the same way too.

Everyone is ****** up in their own way. Everyone has those feelings that make them feel less than or below others. Everyone is ****** up because no one is perfect. Everyone is ****** up. But you can try and make your life better and happier by doing whatever makes you happy. "Life will never get easier. It will only get better."

The only thing I've been to afraid to say recently is: I love you.

I'm not afraid to say it because "I don't want to love you" or anything like that. The only reason I'm afraid to say it is because I know you're not ready to say it back. And it's okay you're not. Now I feel like there's been a 20 thousand pound weight thats been lifted off my chest.

So there it is. I love you. I love you. I love everything about you. I love being with you and I always want to be around you. I love you

Hey baby this one's for you. Like I said earlier the one and only thing I'm scared of is losing you. That's it. That's my one and only fear. Why you might ask? Well it's quite simple. For one, You're the first person I've ever been emotionally attached to. You're my thought when I wake up and you're my thought when I go to bed. I cuddle my pillows at night and pretend that they are you. You're always on my mind. Two, is because you make me so ******* happy. No one has ever made me this happy before and I cherish every last second we have with each other. No matter what's going on in my life you always know how to bring a stupidly big smile to my face. You're the only person I want to be with for a long time. Even when you spit burritos or cherry slurpee in my face(:
Three, I've never been more comfortable with anyone ever. Not even my life long friends. You've broken me out of my shell more than anyone. And I'm truly grateful and very appreciative for that. You make me less insecure about everything because I know you'd never judge me. You're the one person I can tell everyhthing to. This may seem really corny or really sappy or whatever, but every word in this poem is the God's honest truth. I hope reading this puts a smile on your face. And I don't care how bad your life is or how messed up you are, I will ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS be there for you. I will NEVER NEVER NEVER give up or quit on you. I WILL try my **** hardest to try and make your life a lot happier and a lot better.