"speacial" poems
Saturday Morning -
It's a little cloudy,
It's a little windy.
Text: We're going to get brunch
So get ready.
Thoughts: I'm hungry! It's getting late
and we have to go to a birthday party.
Baby. hurry!
Menu: I can't have anything heavy,
Me and my girlfriend were out yesterday.
To the lady: Strawberry crepes for me, please,
I'll also have a caramel macchiato, and...
Can you add a Perrier? Thanks.
Across the table: What is this moment?
It's not butterflies, there's no knots in my stomach.
I think it's love...it's definitely happiness...
This is straight out of a movie...
No, nothing speacial happened.
It was just a cloudy Saturday morning
But there was enough Sun to hit our window,
And I just couldn't believe
I was living that moment.
Feb 23, 2016
Feb 23, 2016 at 11:18 PM UTC
Because life is short:
Never waste your time loving someone who doesn't love you back.
Leave the people who are not sure yet about their feelings towards you.
Don't say I'll never find someone like him/her, because there are other 6 billion people in this world are waiting to meet you. I'm sure that you will find someone so speacial among them.
Because Life is short:
Gather with old friends, and if you don't have friends then what are you waiting for?!
It is always fun to experience new things, meet new people, taste new food, watch new movies, play new video games and listen to new music.
Because Life is short:
Never forget to enjoy the nature. Watch the sunrise or the sunset, look at the moon or the stars, and take a walk in a park or a beach.
Don't forget to take pictures for every beautiful moment of your life (Because life is short).
Jan 11, 2012
Jan 11, 2012 at 12:09 PM UTC
"Who am i?" I ask myself,
Nobody can tell me,
Nobody can teach me,
Who am i and what i need is
Something i need to figure out myself.
I finally get my answer,
I'm me .
I am what am meant to be,
I am as bad as the worst,
But thankhod as good as the best.
For me what you seee is,
What you get.
Yes you may call me naive,
But i love my life.
I am happy
And for that my freind,
I make no appologies.
I hav had some up's and downs
Super highs and some really low lows
I dont regret what i hav been through,
Cause i know i hav been blessed with my life,
And rewarded with hood freinds,family and good health.
I am not in a competition,
With anyone else,
I am in a race of my own.
I hav no desire to the game of being better,
I just aim to improve.
I am selfish,impateint and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I'm out of controll
And sometimes i am hard to handle,
But if you cannot handle me at my worst,
Then you don't deserve my best.
I would rather be hated for who i am,
Than being loved for whom am not.
I am unique,
I am speacial.
I am who i am meant to be,
I am me :-),
And. thats all
I'll ever be.
Apr 22, 2016
Apr 22, 2016 at 7:05 AM UTC
Looking out into the night, I see nothing sitting here on the ledge of my studio window. Or rather I see what other's might over look and view as nothing- nothing speacial. A deck that seperates twin apartment buildings, an old tree, the street to my right and the remains of a broken building and weathered fence to my left.
This is the first place I have ever called my own- neighbor's that embrace with love and friendship become a second family in their simple way. I am sad to leave.
I have been alone so long that Im not sure how to be around people, let alone let someone stay a while.
I like my simple close friends- support its taken me what seems like a life time to earn and find. I like who I am and the woman I am becoming. Its uncomplicated, and yet still tangled in this flesh is every story- every person who has ever touched it. I hold their memories, trying to always learn from what each one left behind.
Laughter, love, a voice of my own, forgiveness, bridges burnt, bridges rebuilt- responsibility for my actions and the every day learning struggle of not letting people project their feelings on to me and trying my hardest to not project my own feelings on to them...
I guess, I just hope the people in my life that do stick around- the ones that took another look, the ones who truely cared to get to know me- know that even though I **** at showing them at times - that I simply love them, in the simplest way possible.
"love the ones that treat you right- and forget the ones that dont"
Thats kind of been my moto since my birthday this year. I am not one to judge- I know I have ****** up- we all do... and for me forgiveness is the one gift that can be recieved, or given- in a world where people seem to know only how to walk away- that makes all the difference. I thought thats how I wanted to be... the one that leaves first so they never feel the bite of sadness but thats not my way, it never has been.
So I say " first love yourself, staying true to your own heart, then love the ones that treat you right and the ones that treat you wrong- learn to forgive- learn to speak less and do more. Love is an action, we can say it all day... but if we do not learn to show each other, then it means little."-me
Aug 25, 2011
Aug 25, 2011 at 5:07 PM UTC
Do you remember our first apartement together? It was small but we loved it. Do you remember the kitchen? Where you cooked and i burned **** while you made fun of my horrible cooking skills. Where we would stay up till 3 a.m making brownies and laughing our ***** off because we looked ridiculous with our faces covered n chocolate and our hair with poudered sugar. Do you remember the living room? We didn't have a tv at the time and we didn't need one, all we needed to be entertained was each other. You played the guitar for me n i told you stories. We had concerts where we'd sing our favorit songs really loudly and the neighbors got mad. We played silly games that we invented like we were little children and had the best time of our lives. Do you remember the couch? Where we would sit under our blanket and read books together. Where you slept when we fought and you were annoyed at me. Where i joined you in the middle of the night because i missed you and i can never sleep without you. Do you remember the small balcony? Where we would stay up during summer nights with a couple of cold beers and a whole lot of jokes to tell. Where we spent hours under the stars talking about life, talking about how this is exactly what we wished for. Do you remember the bathroom? Where we had long baths together, baths that would allways turn into splash wars or passionate *** Do you remember our bedroom? We painted it blue together since it was our favorite color. and it was the only room we painted because we wanted it to be speacial,and so it was. Do you remember it? It was where we spent most of our time in the apartment. We would spend hours just laying in each others arms. Talking,laughing, making sweet love. Where we had our movie nights. Where we brought each other comfort food and candy when one of us had a bad day and needed some chocolate and hugs. Where we jumped on the bed till we broke it and almost choked laughing about it. Where we helped one another get ready quickly when we were going out. Where we sometimes fought and made up on the spot. Where you held me close every night to sleep. Where i kissed you every morning to wake you up. Where you held my head to your chest as i sobbed and cried because you had to go and i couldn't take it. Where you packed your bags and i hid your clothes so that you couldn't leave. Where you finally decided to stay with me. Where you told me you can't live without me. Where i told you i can't let you live without your dream. Where we packed our things together and got ready to go to our new apartment where im waiting for you right now
Oct 17, 2015
Oct 17, 2015 at 4:46 PM UTC
A rose grew from a crack in the ground.
Do you know how difficult that can be.?
There was no other flower , no dirt ,nor any grass only cold concrete all around.
A rose came up from the ground ,not watered or cared for at all .
For a rose to grow heAlthy
and tall ,out from a crack in the ground, and not have been stepped on!! Has to be a very speacial one !!!!
For a rose to grow from a crack in the gound......
Jan 29, 2015
Jan 29, 2015 at 11:53 PM UTC
We'd walk for hours
without speaking.
The use of a speacial sign language
was what we spoke,
pointing fingers,
circling our arms,
sometimes curling fingers
to assure ourselves
everything was a-okay.
Tapping magazines
while resting in sand
& the occasional explosion,
screaming
or automatic fire
was all we ever heard
in ghostland.
Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 5:22 AM UTC
On a cold clear night, a dream
A dream of thirty-seven
Thirty-seven thin figures stand
Upon a smooth white plain
That glistens like purest sand
There bodies completely still
Yet long auburn hair dances
Lightly back and forth
As if under water
Though these delicate figures wear all white
What they harbor remains unknown
Are they angels, bearing gifts of love and life......
Twelve months they whisper
First once then twice
.....Or malevolent beings
Bringing forth illness and tragedy
Twelve months they whisper
Now ceaselessly
Awake, oh bright beautiful morning
Sun shining through the still drawn shades
Downstairs loved ones waiting
To celebrate this speacial day
Upon the kitchen table
A pure white cake
Thirty-seven candles all aflame
Loved ones gather round
To sing aloud
Happy, happy birthday
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 11:54 AM UTC
our birthdays are one day apart and yet ,
you never bought me a birthday gift .
you never cared enough to buy me a small gift , even when we had a party with all our friends .
you never took one hour out of your day to search for someting that i will keep for the rest of my life , because you know how speacial you are to me.
you buy gifts for people you know for 2 years but not me , who was by your side , threw thick and thin , for the last 5 years.
its not about the gift anymore ,
its about how much you care ,
and you dont care at all.
May 10, 2021
May 10, 2021 at 2:49 AM UTC
So many so many in my head,
a million secrets tucked away
never to surface. Never to be told.
Secrets with so many people the names have faded from my brain.
So many years in hiding ,these secrets no longer have a name.
Except for a few ,or many of millions.
These secrets hold a different kind of secrecy . These are the speacial ones.
The ones that play again and again in my mind.
The kind that makes me smile, and have me cry, the kind of secretes that gets me aroused . Secrets that also makes me sad.
These are the kind of secrets I will never ever regret.
These are the secrets of Me and Someone else.
The best kind of secrets, the ones you'll never tell.
Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 11:38 PM UTC