Those old stories you never thought to be true .
****** up fairy tales two busted marriages you do not know me so dont pretend to.understand.

A needle a promise .
A busted nose bloodstains left behind and lies to fill the spaces inbetween.

You can think the reason never knowing the answer theres more to a friendship than a title yeah sweetheart im speaking to you.

Erase my pages but we cannot forget that night .
Alone the **** still stings shadows in candle light give romance to a grand illusion .

Im nothimg outside the page and you just what i made of you.
A romance lasts years and a cancer can linger just the same.

Both will **** you just the same so grow up quick kids and lose the delusions before it blinds your reason.

The thought is all that matters and the page its final resting place .
Goodnight for now.

A parting kiss another one night stand .
Its just a view from my world .
I've paid my dues ten fold.

And i can forget more than most will learn.
It was always there I just had to live to find it.

**** the edge I dove of it years ago

We all find are truths jaded with time .
Words faded sands built up over time and we erase the person so only the legend stands.

Remorse is best kept silent.
Dont ever let them know you.
Or your ****** when it comes to the page.

No matter how hard you try it always bleeds through.

I feel like I'm drowning
Nothing is good
I feel like I'm drowning and can't see
There is no light around me.
Nothing to focus on, nothimg to see
I can't breathe my chest is constricting
Feels like a snake is about to attack me,
I feel insane like nothing is worth it
Just want to crash and try not to avoid it.
I feel like I'm drowning and it hurts quite a bit
Drowning in sorrow and nothing else fits
Anger wells within me and I feel like a *****
I feel like I'm drowning .
I feel my lungs give up and I can't even breath
Feels like a car about to hit me
The adreline in my veins then it all goes black
Nothing matters to me anymore
I feel like I'm drowning
And it hurts me know
No raven can reach me
I'm too far in my head
I feel like the gods have abandoned me
I only see black there is no speck of light
It hurts me to know that,
I gave up on myself
Everything is blurry and goes in slow motion
Nothing is perfect and its me in the middle
Can't decide if I should try
Or just give up and die
It hurts me to see
That my face isn't me
This body is foreign and I can't see me
Everything is wrong and I don't know how to feel
All I know now is that I feel like I'm drowning.

It all happened so quick
unknown
like to just be any regular day
going the same pace
to an ordinary day going so
blue streak
all i can think is my heartbeat
once so steady in a rhythm of the wind on a breathless night
now its all of the matter of time
when everyrhing just stops
quiet
thats all i here
quiet
oh what a lovely sound
the sound of breaking
the sound of nothimg
this is my music
my days with no end
are filled with this soumd
queit