"nawing" poems
a coin harlot he showers the day
with his turn of phrase that would sell
a sunken city to a floating fat man
the floating man
isnt really fat
but he belives himself to be
after all they wouldnt lie on tv would they
so he spends his lackluster days
become a deeper shade of golden tan and thinner by
shouting phrases of strangers arguments at
the passing clouds
nawing on the bone of contentious verbal meat
he floats in a life peserver
from the Lusitania
and its well peserved sanitys sealed in a jar
which he grips with a fevered hand they
are both his bane and plastic fantastic lover doll
all rolled into one evil mocking grin rubber ducky smelling henchwoman
she languishes in her sand and shell embrace of her lips
her rubber ducky superglue scent
is her own chinese man trap
after all dosnt every man secretly desire a love affair with
his rubber duck
they wouldnt lie about that on tv now would they
course not, dont be silly
i wait for first my ride home
but failing that
i will swim
goodnight and sleep tight
least you find yourself a rubber ducky
you can f@%ky
Jul 1, 2013
Jul 1, 2013 at 7:42 PM UTC
I've loved you too hard.
It WAS your fault.
You gave me everything I needed.
Heart turned mush, most would revolt.
I loved you too hard.
And you told me you loved me more.
But what am I to do with this.
A heart petrified and sore.
I've loved you too.
And you gave it back times four.
A heart unloved.
You returned it to the store.
I loved you.
I cared for you more than self.
Demons nawing at my will.
Im unable to release you, help.
I love you.
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 8:25 PM UTC
I said not to read this,
Foolish child
It's to late now
Or can you stop?
It is temptation
To know fear
In the flesh
Now don't worry child
It will only hurt
A little
Do you remember
Those dark nights
Turning off the lights
And sprinting to your bed
As dark shadows
Slashed at your
Shaking ankle
Heart pounding
As the dark sets on
Thickly
A syrup filling your lungs
How the sheets.
They were your protection
Wraped tightly around you
Nothing could penetrate them
But as the night sets in
Not even light can save you now
As the flickering of candles
Cast light upon aproching shadows
Oh the cold
The shivers
The standing hair
Your sheets a permafrost
Freezing you in place
Only able to watch in fear
Shadows lapping hungrly at your bed
As things unknown
Approach
The sounds
The gentle squeek of floorboards
The bruixng of incisors
Sorounding you
Enveloping you
You feel it
The vibration
Of a hundred warm bodies
Nawing
Clawing
Pounding into your skull
Theres no escape
No way
It's far to late now
Think you can sleep?
Do you really want to close your eyes?
Is that wise?
Do you think your alone?
Are you that foolish?
Why don't you open your eyes
Let me enlighten you
Let the dark come to the light
Let your fear
Become flesh
Don't worry child
It will only hurt
A little
Jun 26, 2016
Jun 26, 2016 at 12:05 AM UTC
My heart sorta hurts, it does ache soo...
What's wrong with me? I don' t really know.
Pushed to the corner of a mind
How do I always get in THIS bind?
It hurts, It hurts! But I can't tell
How are you? Fine, I'm doing well...
Deep down inside, my heart cries
It remembers how hearts feel when they fly.
I wish we could talk, but there's never any time
I'm soo tired of THAT old line.
Suportive and there, I'm trying to be
I'm tryin so hard why cant they see?
I admit it, I need to know.
I know their love, but would it hurt to show?
In the beginning so many small things
The tiniest action made my heart sing.
Now if I'm lucky, a yes or a no
My heart feels like it's tossed to and fro.
Don't get me wrong,I'm so full of love
They are the best thing, ive ever dreamed of.
It is just fear, nawing at my heart
My biggest fear: that I will unknowingly tear us apart.
Mar 2, 2010
Mar 2, 2010 at 9:46 AM UTC
Gentle teeth on Delicious skin
Nawing at what lies within,
Hidden darkness and horrible sin
Parrellel With hatred akin.
Sweet and sour, Twisted Grin
Vile Demeanor, A soul left dim.
z.w.b
Feb 19, 2017
Feb 19, 2017 at 5:12 AM UTC
tell me again that you love me
i love to hear people lie
because you don’t know how to love
i cant say that i do either
but, i know that love isn’t supposed to feel like this
love isnt supposed to manifest itself as paranoia
nawing at your every thought
or jealousy
overriding your functions like that little green monster
love is not these cruel things that you do
Jan 24, 2018
Jan 24, 2018 at 7:54 PM UTC