"monsooning" poems
As lovers we've learned
that you are the immovable object,
and I the irrepressible force,
though our ****** subduction truly terrifies the natives,
and has spun much aboriginal lore,
they credit us with Monsooning the weather,
but looking back, my dear, see the adorable mountains we've made.
Jan 29, 2011
Jan 29, 2011 at 8:04 AM UTC
i'm sitting in this car and for some reason i can feel my heartbeat
throbbing in my back,
i think of the last time i thought about you, and how
i wanted to die because i can't be with you; how
melodramatic and filled with these unavoidable clichés
i am
i love
you, tenderly
totally
tragically.
my window rolled down, and the weather is dry
as my eyes in this night
but it should be monsooning because
inside, my heart is a river and i'm just trying
to stay afloat.
i'll never look at my hands the same way again,
not after i saw the way they looked interlocked with yours
and my fingers are tainted by your lips, the way
you kissed them so gently and told me
they were beautiful.
i see things that remind me of you
- stripes, for example - and
i have to stop for a moment
because i'm shuddering under a crashing wave
of you, you, you,
smilelipsteethtongueeyeshairvoicehandssoftroughmeyou
my mind doesn't hold memories; it holds moments of
perfection, and
you are my perfect moment.
"I try."
"You don't have to."
Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 3:48 PM UTC
step off
down
into
blood red dust
of
rusted dreamed
thoughts
of steeled determintation
bought low by
times patient tick
word drought
poems
carcassed
about around
where here
where ....ether
wade through and wade through
this vacant unloved space
to sit under
the ego skeleton tree
here to listen
to the
brain bone leavings
rattle and sough
in memorie's
faint primative breeze
as we ......await the
..muse...all monsooning..
.. soothing rain
fall
to come ... festooned....
with the petrichor
fragrance of wild word blossoms and
newly wrought
thought blooms
until then
i sit drooling,
driveled,
words into shifting dust
destined to
fly and
flicker away
on the
next worlds sigh
fare well good bye adieu
namaste
till again
i await
the soft feathered bliss
kiss of rain
Mar 17, 2014
Mar 17, 2014 at 6:09 PM UTC
She started with the dirt.
and so it began:
salty dreams dripped like rain water from her heart,
sounding like bass drum parade when
they bombarded
the seeds below.
Boom, bang.
and her symphony began.
Her eyes only rested softly on the peach petals and
green she wished to see one day,
trying to line them up in her mind.
Finding order in the colorful plumage
one could grow and
Row by row
She began to sow
Her own
beauty.
Every day spent, relentlessly push-pulling
with the thorned roses and monsooning
for her scars. She’d bind their branches and with scarlet
fingers, she’d bless each white petal she found
with blood across his white flesh,
so that he too, would not be taken for some
innocent fool, so easy to
pluck apart.
She lived this way for many years,
routinely carving out her heart for the
flowers in her garden.
for this notion
of keeping something pure
in a world so filthy that the only
place a flower has to grow is
in the mud and
the only way a flower is supposed to be able to grow pretty
is with“Fertilizer”.
Then one day,
she finally realized that all fertilizer is,
is ****
That very night she built herself a greenhouse
with her bed at the very center of the garden
and she threw out all the fertilizer
she’d bought at Lowe’s on sale earlier that week. She began to
practice sleeping with her thoughts and her cultivation,
the smell of fresh mud and potpourri
tormented each other the minute her head hit
her grassy green pillow and she would let her garden fester,
foliage bounded by her fear.
Once her fingers began to wrinkle and her voice no longer
bounced back at her from her fortified walls,
she found herself
tangled in the freely flowing vines she had once
kempt so well. The peach petals and green
made her heart squeeze as they grew lovingly,
between her toes
to her chest
and around her neck.
As she dreamt, they did not suffocate her
like she believed they would, one day long ago. The
dirt felt water-like beneath her back, soothing her bedsores and
sounding of the bass-drum parade from many years ago,
when she listened closely. Her eyes fluttered with
every bang and she found her peach petals again-
all so chaotically contained, their colors
stifled by the jagged walls she built for herself.
Taking in their unique passions and thorns
in one steady breath, rainwater fell for her
flowers softly this time. With every drip-drop,
each rose played his own sweet note.
Triangles and marimbas and strings
serenading her into bliss.
We can only dream that she found beauty
in her cultivations, just as they
found
in her.
May 19, 2019
May 19, 2019 at 4:08 AM UTC