Silence is what truly says it all.
Silence is the answer to all questions.
Silence is the language of God,
total silence.
In total silence, God is heard and felt;
flowing in you, around you.
Or we can say Life,
another word for God.
For some people,
total silence is impossible.
Right when silence and peace are entering the being,
a thought will arise in the mind and distract.
For many humans today,
the mind is compulsively bringing thoughts;
therefor,
there is no silence and no communication with God.
Maybe i wont become some professional,
maybe i wont become a psychologist or a doctor,
but the love,
the peace,
and the healing that i want to give to the world can still be given wether i go to college or not.
My whole family has their eyes on me,
asking themselves and asking me:
what are you doing?
are you wasting your life?
what are you doing?
they ask me;
because they all expect something from me.
They all expect me to hop on that train,
where you compete,
qualify,
and work hard to become somebody.
"You have to succeed. You have to become somebody in life!"
is what they tell me..
What can i do about it?
I let them talk.
I listen.
And i know that i am all-ready all that i can be.
We are all all-ready all that we can be.
There is no need to struggle to be-come somebody..
We are all Kings and Queens.
We only need to truly realize it.
We are all Kings and Queens because as human beings,
we are able,
capable,
of total freedom.
When we listen to our hearts,
we know what we have to do.
In our hearts we can find the answers to our deepest questions.
We have to come to know who we really are to know what we truly have to do.
And knowing who we are not,
will reveal what we don't have to do.
Because threw years of conditioning on the human mind,
too many have come to believe that we are what we are NOT.
So to know who we really are,
it truly helps to realize who we are not.
And from my own experience,
the only way to do that is to go deep inside one's-self and begin to analyze all of one's believes.
It helps to remember:
that what we believe today,
we do not believe because we ourselves choose these believes.
We did not discover them.
What we believe today,
we believe because it was said by our parents,
that this is true and that this is what we should believe.
And those same believes were told and imposed on our parents also.
And those same believes were given to our parent's parents,
and so on..
So it is important to clearly see that we did not choose to believe what we believe today.
That these believes have been traveling from generation-to-generation.
And i talk about all believes..
From what is wrong to what is right,
to what is pretty and what is ugly,
to what should be and what should not be.
As i see it:
It is necessary that we all come out in-to the world alone,
and see if all of these believes match with the feelings of the heart.
And the way to see,
is to go deeply within,
and be completely honest with what we find.
We will have to doubt all believes,
and begin to discover,
what is real-ly true,
and what is really false.
And we are all capable of fully knowing,
without a doubt,
what is true and what is false.
In my observation of nature:
A tree does not got to any school to learn how to be a tree.
And the ants do not go to any school to learn how to be an ant,
and the ants who go in search of food do not train for this specialty,
and the ants who guard their homes,
do not go to any school to learn about guarding and security.
And the birds do not go to any school to learn how to fly,
or the fishes to learn how to swim.
It is all all-ready in them.
And the same is for humans.
Humans do not go to any school to learn how to be a human,
to learn how to be a King and a Queen and an Emperor.
But as far as history and present day are concerned,
humans go to school,
and have been going to school,
to learn how to be NOT a human,
but a robot,
and a copy,
and a follower.
We are all Kings and Queens,
protectors of Earth,
divine beings,
creators of beauty and love.
According to nature,
It is not necessary for a human being to attend any school in order to learn and come to know the secrets of life and the great mysteries of the universe.
Every human being is born with that enlightened seed,
capable of blooming into a Buddha.
It is only when we decide to follow and do what others say,
that we become afraid and forget all about that seed,
therefor not allowing it to grow.
Because we believe many lies,
fear enters the mind.
We begin to fear too many things,
specially "death".
We simply start to go with societies flow,
the flow of the law,
and we don't go with the flow of life,
the flow of nature,
the flow of love.
So what i am trying to do in writing these words,
is encouraging people to believe only in themselves.
I want to encourage people to start meditating.
Start becoming aware of everything.
And stop living your life automatically.
Become aware of every-thing,
all of your movements,
all of your actions,
all of your thoughts,
all of your habits,
your routines,
your unbalances,
addictions.
A topic on Meditation or on Truth is a very delicate topic.
Because both Meditation and Truth are experiences that will not be totally understood unless one has experienced them too.
It is almost like a drug inside of you that can be activated in any moment,
that can be tried any time.
Like any other drug,
**** for example,
once you try it and experience the high,
the effects that it gives,
you can then talk about the experience of being high.
But if you talk about it to a person that has never been high,
that person will not total-ly understand what you are talking about.
That person would have to smoke **** to understand you.
And it is the same with Truth and Meditation.
Truth can be the name of the drug that is inside of you.
Just that it is not like any other drug,
because it will not harm you in any way,
it will actually heal you.
It will heal your mind your body and your soul.
Your whole being will be healed.
And you will become fearless.
You will not fear anything in life because you will not fear death anymore.
You will understand that there is no death for the true Self.
That the only thing that dies aside from body and mind,
is the whole illusion of who you think you are,
your whole story,
your ego.
That will disappear.
So these words are simply to help people to activate that drug that is inside of them,
that seed,
that is within us,
so that we can become fear-less,
un-afraid.
And so that we can discover that which we are in search of.
Because as i see it,
we are all searching for that something.
And in my believe,
until we find this truth,
there is always going to be a feeling that something is missing in our lives.
And it make take some time to know what that something is.
It may even take many lives,
many life-times.
And one will go on learning from mistakes,
and realizing that,
"Ok, it was not this that was missing,
it was not a partner that was missing,
it was not a vacation,
it was not some car,
it was not money,
etc..."
One will go on searching and searching,
and until we find this truth of who we are,
which will reveal the truth of what this all is,
until then,
one will not feel complete.
And when one finds IT,
one will know that it has always been there,
that it is always here,
that we were simply conditioned to give our backs to it.
Once we begin to see what is true and what is false,
we begin to see that all of our believes go against IT,
they go against truth.
Ultimately,
what we are searching for is here in this moment.
Always is in this moment.
It just can not be seen if we are clinging to any-thing.
One must surrender every-thing to this moment.
Accept death.
Accept the truth that one day you will die,
and that one day your friends and family will die,
and that everything that is alive will die,
and go deep into understanding what the point of it could be.
If at one point we are all going to die,
then what is the point of it all?
Why struggle,
why work,
why stress to be a millionare,
to build a reputation,
fame,
what for?
If at some point we are going to die and it is all going to disappear?
Then what could be the point of it all?
As far as i have understood,
one needs to become very silent.
One needs to start watching one's thoughts.
So that we do not have the mind talking to us at all times,
so that we can put the mind at rest.
Because the mind contains too much borrowed knowledge,
the voices that speak in the mind is not your true voice,
it is the voices of people.
We have to pause the mind,
so that we can know what truly is true,
so that we can know the truth about our-selfs.
And the truth is,
that we are not this body and mind,
that we are not any of these experiences that we are living,
that we are somewhere else,
simply aware of it all.
We are the awareness,
we ARE awareness.
We are just watchers.
Watching us speak,
watching us think,
watching us do,
watching us feel,
watching us sleep and dream,
watching every single thing that happens or does not happen in this moment.
And that watcher,
that watching,
is eternally always here,
and always has been.
Meditate and you will know it,
and you will know real peace,
real power.
Deeply study your-self and you will know reality.
