I'll Believe

When I doubt everything that I do,
Even when I cry don't want to shed a tear for you,
When I'm walking and all I think about is you,
I take a step back just to realise,
I'll believe when I have coloured in my wings,
I'll believe when I finally get something,
That can take away my doubtfulness,
And hopefully repay with some kind of happiness,
I'll believe when I have got my head back in the clouds,
Without having to be so blind,
I'll believe when I have done something,
And I don't ever wanna turn back time,
I need no regrets,
And a little bit of confidence,
To see through your lies,
Without being so hurt,
I just need some time,
Time is a thought of mine..

I'll be good if I can hold your hand,
I'll believe if someone makes a stand,
About how things have gone so ever wrong,
And how they can help us all to hold hands and just be strong,
I'll even believe in god one day,
If he really is the man they say,
The one that cares so much about us,
But never seems to show his face,

I'll believe when the sunrise is beautiful,
And doesn't make me cry,
Because I see the sadness in the sky,
When god is happy I can fly,

Will I ever,
Find the time,
To be just alright,
Will I ever,
Give up on these tears,
Or will they haunt me for all my years,

I'll believe when flowers start to bloom,
And nothing ever gets lost by a boom,
I see, Nothing but death around me,
And suffering and people trying,

That's why I'll only ever believe when I see the change for myself,
When the gods come and help us out,
When theres no more suffering,
And more of that loving,

Oh, whatever happened we was once a peaceful world,
I've lived many lives to say so,
Big birds and beautiful creatures,
That today we all treat like such a shame,
When really there the only thing we have left to say,

I'll believe.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged 13 & a quarter
~Peace~

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

Forever In Your Debt


I'm forever in your debt
owing more to you than you to me
I have done nothing to prevent the tides
Only paranoia in my mind,
I'm forever in my debt
to myself and I,
I feel as though I need to cry,
But somehow just want to give up and die,
Although I still want to live my life,
And fight through it as sharp as a knife,
But still I am way behind,
I'm still trying to find,
A cure for what I'd call a curse,
Or wandering constantly in my head,
to the wildest places of the dead,
Voices I hear as clear as my own,
Weeping at night feeling so alone,
Is this something I deserve,
It's my mind you see,
And I'm forever in debt to thee.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
~Peace~

01/01/2014

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

I may just fall asleep into my,
Sweet death,

Kiss me on the cheek and free me,
of all debts,
Maybe I owe something to the heavens,

Space and time,
always on my mind,

Nothing can cure me more,
Than my bitter medicine,

Nothing scares me more than being blind,
Although I've been blind a lot to my,
Own kind,

I stick up for the ones who,
F*ck my mind,

Forgiving to the ones that **** me inside,
Scared of my own suicide,

Driven by the hormones that I find,

I'm scared to pull the trigger,
But not to get shot,

Becoming something,
That I'm not,

Love is funny but it sure as hell ain't money,
and I regret to say that money makes the world go round,

And when I fall and hit the ground it will be me who's laughing now,
I will laugh death,
In the face,

When it takes me away to a new place,
I won't care where it takes me,
I will just sit and stare,

I will laugh at death.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged: 13 & A Quarter

~Peace~

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

The Forbidden Tree
No one could eat from the forbidden tree,
Not even adam,
Not even eve,

Maybe the fruit was rotten and cold,
Therefore became alcohol,

No one could eat it or they'd become 'wise'
beyond belief,
no they couldn't even pick off a leaf,

Drunken is what they'd become,
They didn't understand it so it was frowned upon,
Unnatural was it to be in a state,

Where nothing else possessed you but high doses of love or hate,
Yes no one could eat it,
Not even thee,

From the fruitful ancient,
Forbidden tree.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged: 13 & A Quarter
~Peace'N'Love~
By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

No More Bell's.

Bell's he said,
Bells is dead,
Bells is far away,

Went for a walk,
For a chat and talked,
To Island's clever mind,

But now bell's is gone,
And now there is only one,
One bell left,

Island cried for her long lost friend,
But had to carry on,
Now bell's aren't ringing anymore,

And the one bell left,
Hit the floor,
And entered the heavenly door,

So there's simply,
No more Bell's.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged: 13 & A Half
~Peace~

02/01/2014

(For those who have lost a Family member, close friend, Lover or Spouse.)

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

I didn't want to upset you or make you feel unwanted,
But I need to be alone,

In order to grow,

Thank you darling,
for setting me free,
When there was nothing else,
Left for me,

And I feel like a bird flying away,
hopefully to a better place,

I hope life treats you well,
And I hope you feel the same as well,

Lets be friends and just enjoy our lives,
Because before we know it we won't be alive,

I'm just gonna respect you as a friend,
And gonna wish it well,
Up right to the end,

I love you that is true,
I never lied when I told that to you,

I'll always remember you,
And I hope you'll remember me too,

This ain't goodbye,
This is just life,
This is my time,
My turn to be right,

Independence is what I need,
To be strong now,

But I love you I truly do,
And I promise I never lied once to you,

I won't always feel this way,
But that's okay,
I cut the chains.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged:13 & A Qauter
By LkSkyFlyRose
© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

My friend is mad, but also sad,
and often thinks he's been bad,

He seems to think he shouldn't blink,
therefor never cries,

But still and sure he always tries,
to find the best and bangs his chest,
to show some dominance,

My friend is mentally bent,
But still I love him,
For being there as,

My friend.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose

Aged: 13 & A Quarter.

~Peace~
By LkSkyFlyRose
© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

Missing You

When we were together it felt like there was no going apart, We'd been on and off so many times I could never see us depart, But it feels different this time like theres no love left, You hate me I can see it but for what reason can I ask? You push me aside like I was never a part of your life, You treat me like a stranger and get all rough and tough, I don't like that side of you, That side hurts, Knowing that I still love you so much is tearing me apart, Simple words like these are no way to explain, This extraordinary pain, I feel like getting on a plane and flying the farest away from you, But something keeps telling me to cling on to you, I am ever so confused and I don't know what to do, Whether to lash out in revenge and devilish schemes, Or to let it pass and move on to a new scene, But you want to make me jealous and you want to see me hurt, You've just achieved your goal, You've got yourself that job, And when you look at her, My friend she looks right back at you, And neither of you care that I'm right infront of you, I can see the spark is there and the fire will soon be lit, But I want to get some water and throw it all over it, I cannot help these feelings, I hope you understand, I know I no longer have a chance, Goodbye to you my love you have been an expirence to me, I can't be around you at these dark times, While I'm grieving over you, Still wanting to hold you, Even though you weren't that good of a kisser, I never knew I loved you this much until I let you go, But thats what I have to do, I have to let you go, I shouldn't steep in so deep afterall I'm only young, But that was the issue all along And now I'm left here with no one to pass that kind of love to feels like its worthless now, Most people give it to themselves to show some self love and confidence, But I'm just not that kind of person, I'm weird because, I'd rather feel the pain, So that one day when I'm smart enough I'll know then to look no further, That being alone with just friends is one of the strongest things you can do, I have to stop missing you.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
~Peace~
By Larna Kira Kourtis. AKA: LkSkyFlyRose

© 2013 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

Burning With Ambition

I want to be a singer,
I want to be a star,
I want to be a writer,
And look right into the depths of who
you are,
I know there is a start line,
And I will not lose,
Because I do not believe in losing,
I have a life to choose,
And I'm pretty good at choosing,
I'm on fire,
Got it in my heart and soul,
I know I'm going to get there,
This is my time,
My time to shine,
At times I'll have a state of super-susption,
And sometimes I never listen,
But right now I'm
Burning with Ambition.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 13
~peace~

AKA: LkSkyFlyRose

© 2013 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

Time's Up

What if I destroy myself into oblivion,
Would that amuse you?
Would you be the one with the gun?

What if I disarm myself on purpose,
Just to amuse everyone of my guts,
What if I slice a knife right through my heart,
Would you take a picture of that and display it as art,

Should I just risk my life to end it,
Wouldn't you think that's fun,
So mind-bending,

You can try to fk me over or **** my brains,
I will never disown her,
Oh dear the dolly breaks,

Time is over,
I'm a think on a fker,
Getting older,

Don't they think I'm so innocent,
They can only see that side of me,
Think I'm pretty, I'm ugly,

Don't you think that's what you,
Think of me,

I'm crazy won't go near you so I'm 'hazy',
I'm not ***** for you, Disrespect,

I'm not gonna change for anyone,
Really don't care what you think,
of that,
Times over,

You're upstuck,
I'm just stuck,
Probably need some better luck,
Crazy sucker,

Time's up!

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged:13.. well 14 in a few days lol..
~Peace~

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

My Lost Love
I lost my love in sweet paradise,
If you leave me again,
then you've left me twice,

If you walk out on me,
You have rolled the dice,

I lost my love again,
in sweet paradise,

Oh when I had you here,
By my side,
Oh baby I've got to say it was so right,
Felt so nice,

That was back in spring and now it's spring again,
and birds tweet love songs every now and then,

They have their lovers by their side,
I've only got my lost love on my mind,

Now my heads filled with agony,
waiting for the time,
You come back to me.


By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged: 13 & A Quarter
~Peace'N'Love~
By LkSkyFlyRose
© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

Indulge With Me
Indulge With Me

Let me breathe in your soul
let me be stronger now

I got to a point where I was too weak
I needed a push and a tweak

Let me mold into you
let me have all of you

Let me know that you love me too
free me when I'm not holding you

don't break my heart
fix it for me

and I will help you
to get all you need

Let me have all of you
And you can have all of me

And we can roll off the bed
Like childish idiots hanging by a thread

Lets have fun and have a laugh
come on baby

Indulge with me

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged:13 & A quarter

~Peace~


© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

Mental Monster

Grab a knife,
Take my life,
Slice me up,
Slice me down,
Killing me with the crown,
I want to feed,
I need to bleed,
Let me drain myself,
I want to breathe, Let me breathe,
Let me suffocate,
I want to feed I need to bleed,
Don't make me plead,
I've been a good girl,
Search it on google,
I've been a bad girl, No just a mad girl,
I've been hazy,
and constantly crazy,
I've been obsessed,
Used and depressed,
I got undressed,
And let myself dance,
Right in the moment,
I fell unconscious,
Imagination,
is concentration,
I want to stab it,
I need to have it,
Immortal life,
Isn't what I want,
I'm not a vampire,
Who wants to live for that long?,
I'm a mental monster,
Look at my face,
I'm a disgrace,
Look at my face,
I'm a disgrace,
I'm a mental monster,
A flower bloomed,
A rose that melted,
And bled,
I'm only young,
And already done,
So hurt me,
I won't care,
I'll just wait,
And sit there,
Cos I know now,
God don't like me,
Doesn't love me,
And doesn't care,
I'm just a monster,
A mental monster,
I'm just a little girl,
With black hair.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged:13&Aqauter.;
~Peace~

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

It's About You

You give me false hope and lead me to a fantasy world,
You don't understand how hard you make it for me to cope,

You give me promises that you never keep,
You leave me to be alone and weep,
I'm starting to feel sick,
I'm melting away like a the wax on a candlestick,

I can't save you from yourself,
considering I am a danger to myself,
I wouldn't know what to say,
Wouldn't know what corner to lead you too,
I just end up begging you to stay,

But my heart once again has been lead astray,
because you can't see what is in my way,
You take all your anger out on me and you catch my soul,
Sometimes you make me feel like a fking rag doll,

I hope for the truth in you, only to find lies,
once again my conscience is being chased by flies,
I only have one question to myself,
Why have I let you get this far,
you only flash water on my inner star,
Sometimes I wonder who you are,

You hide behind the oak cracks of time,
like a trickster you tempt me into your world of fresh wood and pine,
It could be days or weeks and you will still manage to poison my mind,

I don't know what to do,
I just want to bite you,
until your blood drips, and then feed it to you,
You have no idea how much I want to drain you,

Because all of this you do to me,
It's my turn baby,
to torture you,
let's see how long you see through,
You think you know it all,
In my sweetest bitterness of words baby,
you don't have a fking clue,

Now read my words my poisonous prince,
and know that it's about you.

13/01/15
~Peace~
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose

© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

Where Shadows Never Fall

  Through the door to madness,
  A girl sits at her desk with open hands,
with the bulb as her witness,
On the ceiling it hangs,

While the girl sits wondering,
"What am I to do"
She hears a voice in her head mumbling,
"It's Right in front of you",

So she opens the first page of her little empty book,
and picks her favorite pen,
She writes about old fashioned dispute against the raging men,

She mesmerizes of a time of war and despair,
and with emotions that hang on,
she knows she was once there,

For these spaced memories are riddled inside her head,
She remembers seeing her body,
Her soul hovering over just to see,
that her body was dead,

As she writes she reminisces of a time she was flying in the hallows,
surrounded by spirits of all,
Lurking around where shadows never fall.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
AKA: LkSkyFlyRose
Aged 14

2014
October 11th
Saturday