I could turn away,
But then id have to pay,
My happiness may be the price,
But when it comes to that i think ill roll the dice.
Lets give it a chance,
And maybe just survive this crazy little dance.
Cause the smile spread wide across my face,
Well maybe you cant tell,
But hunny, i dont want my space.
It may be a secret, nobody can know,
But the day will come when that wont even show.
Yeah it *****,
But oh well, lifes just tough.
Sneaking around will never be easy,
But baby when you kiss me, i get queezy.
I like you alot,
And as far as what i want,
Your right on the dot.
Isaac i want this to work,
Hey!who knows? Maybe secrecy will turn out to be a perk

By: Kaity Morris
March 2,2012

I grew up on the boarder of city and country
On neo-folk and punk served with romantic classical
The kind of music that paints pictures
Rainy days were my favourite
My Mom didn't pay much attention to me so I learnt to play
With my wild imagination
Until Dad came home
He'd leave whenever he got mad "I'm going for a drive"
I loved dogs and horses and all natures creatures
Except cockroaches
Dear god did I ******* hate those things
My Mom was a pagan my Dad the member of a Catholic church
Mom told me if I am good in this life I'd be a unicorn in the next
My Dad just taught me the lord's prayer
My first friend told me I was going to hell
I knew she'd be a slug in her next life
School bells
I enjoyed school
I was a prodigy child in everything except math
Dad pushed me into Karate, Judo, Rock Climbing, Soccer, Boxing
I liked playing my piano and drawing my dog
Sports made me uncomfortable
My first kiss was with slug girl
She was pudgy and had a cute smile which I was jealous of
But she screamed and ran away
That was the first time I heard the term "gay"
I started to like boys because I thought it was "right"
My Mom said "we all love our friends" but my Dad frowned
I loved my Dad
I wanted him to love me too so I kissed the boy I grew up with
It was gross
I kissed many boys after that and tried my hardest to forget slug girl
We moved into the heart of town and I wore more black
I stopped playing with my Matchbox cars
I stopped galloping about like the horses I desired
I put on a little eyeliner and the bullying I faced when I was younger
Made me weak
It got worse
They tormented me those kids
I wished them all dead but I knew Karma would get them
Eventually
Now I am still drawing animals and writing and playing piano
But I wont ever forget my Dad and his silly beliefs and *** Pistols
I embrace my gayness although not to it's shining potential
But I will always love myself for everything I was
Am
And ever will be
My story is far more dark and complex than this but to tell it would take a lifetime
My whole lifetime
And more to come
x
Kaity

your laugh is recognizable,
and this smile shows quite the opposite of dispisable.
when i get butterflies,
i realize the secrecy underlies the true feelings i get when you look me in the eye
and when you kiss me, lord i could just die.
after it's all said and done, i let out a sigh,
i just cant lie
when you're around, those butterflies become a firefly.
and baby my heart,
it may not be so smart
but when it comes to what i want,
it has it's own font.
so baby please don't taunt,
even if we cant flaunt
i wanna make this work
which shows plain as day with my little smirk.

Kaity Morris
March 6, 2012

You can kiss my *** goodbye,
If you think ill sit here and watch you lie,
At first i wont know what to do,
But look at you and sigh,
But then hunny,
Be prepared to die.
And maybe you'll think  twice,
When you feel that first slice,
Even though you rolled  those fateful dice,
About ever loving this heart of ice
You were ever so fond,
But you dipped your toe in that sinful pond,
You and only you broke our oh so strong bond.
So when you feel the pain,
Just remember that ***** lipstick stain,
And how you threw it all down the drain.
For your selfish reasons, oh so vain.

By Kaity Morris
March 15, 2012

Remember when they taught you in Sunday school?
Do what's right, never cool.
But then he comes along, what a tool,
But he makes you believe you've found a jewel.
Temptation comes, and you say just a quick dip in the sinful pool
But before you know it,
That light deep inside has been lit,
You've dug yourself into this fateful pit,
And he's not there beside you, oh ****.
It'll take you a little bit,
But you'll get out, thank God for whit.

By: Kaity Morris
November 20, 2012

I cant bring myself to give up on your love,
Maybe i just need a little shove,
Or maybe i can continue to beleive someday we will  be throwing rice to that beloved dove.
I cant be certain about how you feel,
But the day i stop loving you,
You can feed me my last meal,
Cause me catching your heart,
That would be a steal
But until that kiss makes the seal,
Who knows whats the deal.
Friendship is more important
But does that mean that mean my love's stick  gets shortened?
I guess we need to discuss priorities,
Because ours seem to be of diffrent minorities,
It may be foreign to you,
But baby, my loves gonna be pourin,
Like rain on a tin roof,
But where is yours, did it go ****?
Show me you need me,
Because i want to feel your loves like the waves out at sea
Cause between me and you,
It was always been meant to be<3

By: Kaity Morris
April 24,2010

You used to promise the world to me,
said all those awful tings would never be.
so easy for you to lie,
i could never say goodbye.
no, because that would be TOO easy,
not when you could deceive me.
your lies became the end of you,
i saw that coming past all the lying you would do.
                Because all the promises you made,
                    never withheld against anything.
                                                                                                                                 By: Kaity Morris

I'm sorry we can't be friends
you pushed me to the end.
when a good friend, when you give love its called a lend,
but with you its always a send.
and without my love returned, how is my heart supposed to mend?
there comes a time when you realize, for a friend, backwards is a direction you shouldn't have to bend.
you can play it off that i walked away,
but a good friend would have listened to what i have to say.
so yes, today is the day that i will undoubtedly walk away,
because my heart cant take anymore,
so our friendship has become tore
my only option is to walk out that door.
i dont want to, but our friendship shouldnt be a chore.
i have to say goodbye.
trust me hunny, you wont die
but our friendship is dead,
because your drama sunk it to the bottom of the river like lead.
if you recall, this is what ive always said,
so now you've made your bed
now through the water, all alone you must tread.
this is what you chose,
its what all the facts show.
you had to have expected this blow,
your just lucky i wont hit low.

By: Kaity Morris
Novemeber 20, 2012

I have a crush,
I know, because when you even text me I can't help but blush,
My mind says this is bad,
And maybe it is, just a Tad.
Because soon you wont be here,
And That sure wont bring cheer,
But even though I've come to this conclusion,
I seem to have created this illusion,
Like oh well,
Only time can tell.
Its not like I've already fell.
I'm not even sure what you feel,
Or if those feelings are even real.
Tell me please,
Because when you call me ***, its kind of a tease.
Not knowing exactly what your texts mean,
Or how many girls have also seen.
I mean Your as cute as can be,
And I can guarantee not to just me.
Now the question is,
Who's do you want to be?

By: Kaity Morris
June 3,2012.

You love me, but only as a friend.
While i wish i could just pretend.
Like a game of house, at the age of six,
Where we always together, no matter the mix.
But now its different...
To a point where i don't exists
In the land of romance,
Instead ive got my head stuck in the dance.
This constant game,
But here i can tell its just not the same,
Your smile penetrates my shield,
And then maybe i think we can build,
But then i see you with her,
And think, you'll never take a detour.

By: Kaity Morris
January 25, 2012.