willpower
doubts
self-esteem
insecureness
strength

a fighter fights:
day against night

"I Yyi Yyi fake move tubular my housebound,
to halve and to scold from dismay forward;
for butter, for wurst, for pitchers from pourers,
insecureness and unwealth,
to loaf, sherry, and obit, till breath us do smart,
accordian two cod's holy slaw."

O supportive bully,
What shall I do to satisfy your hateful love today?

O friendly enemy, why must I hide who I am
like a coat of armor protecting me?

Your confident insecureness
breaks me every day

Your judgmental acceptance
makes me put on a mask
of thy who is not me

O safe toxicity, how do I escape thou?