"harrington" poems
Many people I know find it funny that I know so much about music. They call me a musical savant at times; it doesn’t bother me at all. It is actually kind of true. The only reason I know so much is because when I was going through one of the darkest times in my life music is the only thing that brought me back. Music was my therapy and there was one band in particular that I credit to saving me.
That band is… The Wanted.
Yes I know they are not a band right now. This dark period was from 2010 through 2012. At the time The Wanted were still together making music.
One day I was watching random music videos on Youtube and I came across the song I’ll Be Your Strength by The Wanted. When I heard that song I started crying because it was exactly what I needed to hear at that time. I felt like for the first time in a long time that I wasn’t alone and I finally had someone tell it was going to be okay.
Yes I realize that they have no clue who I am and that it is just a song.
But no matter how old I get I will always credit that song and that band with bringing me out of the dark.
That song made me realize that I needed help, BAD! There was so much going on that I had become depressed. I also felt like I was all alone and had no one who I could count on as my rock.
My friends did try and help me as best as they could but it wasn’t enough.
I started listening to music a lot more. I would spend hours just surfing ITunes listening to 30 second previews of songs.
Slowly I started to feel better emotionally and that made me feel better physically as well.
Music has a hidden power and if you really listen to the lyrics it can be everything that you need to hear. Before that time I never really paid too much attention to what songs were saying. I would just put it on for background noise.
It has been two years since the darkness disappeared and music is still my therapy on a daily basis. I don’t go anywhere without my IPod. If I can’t figure something out I just put on one of my favorite musicians and I will always get the answer I need.
Now a days when I talk about The Wanted everyone around me just thinks I’m a severe fan girl. I just go with it because I don’t want to go into the real reason why I’m so devoted to them.
So I leave you with this quote that sums up exactly how I feel:
“He took his pain and turned it into something beautiful. Into something that people connect to. And that's what good music does. It speaks to you. It changes you.”
― Hannah Harrington
Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 11:01 PM UTC
Great men have been among us; hands that penn’d
And tongues that utter’d wisdom—better none:
The later Sidney, Marvel, Harrington,
Young Vane, and others who call’d Milton friend.
These moralists could act and comprehend:
They knew how genuine glory was put on;
Taught us how rightfully a nation shone
In splendour: what strength was, that would not bend
But in magnanimous meekness. France, ’tis strange,
Hath brought forth no such souls as we had then.
Perpetual emptiness! unceasing change!
No single volume paramount, no code,
No master spirit, no determined road;
But equally a want of books and men!
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There was an man from Harrington,
Oh how he wanted to become a nun,
But he ate too much,
So he stopped being butch,
And wasn't allowed to be a nun all because he weighed a ton.
Jul 18, 2017
Jul 18, 2017 at 6:09 AM UTC
by John Harrington
The moon will now around the world look twice
Two months will hide his face twice over with shame
I seem so much like him, indeed the same
Though, me, his two months' orbit will suffice
For I and he around you turn a gyre
This earth is you, the earth where life abides
Though I may only hope to swell your tides
Yet one eternal dance did I desire
But now you let your grip on me subside
I into starry black will sail away
You will be storm-tossed but you'll be okay
While I, a cold, black world, away will glide
My Love, your seas will all untroubled flow
While I float distant with a waning glow —
Jan 16, 2017
Jan 16, 2017 at 8:40 AM UTC
by John Harrington
On you I based my very self-esteem
And counted every moment we were two
As if I had monopolies of you
Possessed you as a diamond does its sheen
But then I did the worst a man can do
And cast away a fortune for a dime
Profaned all that before I thought sublime
And ruined any chance I had with you
And now a January moon looks down
And mocks my tears with driving, searing rain
He seems to take a pleasure in my pain
And flashes me a dark insidious frown
There is no greater insult to the soul
No wound is deeper, nor no deep so low
Jan 16, 2017
Jan 16, 2017 at 8:41 AM UTC
by John Harrington
How different is our end to our design
How grand the tale to what we should confess
How small our gifts to what we would posssess
How all our ends from all our plans decline
It is as if a mischief intervenes
And stops the hands of him who would do good
And alters what he does from what he could
Confusing what he says with what he means
What hope have we to warden our desire?
Only love, more powerful than we know
For lovers do, like gardens, oft expire
Without good soil, and air, and sun to grow.
You are, my Love, my sun, my soil, my air,
But with you could I accomplish what I dare.
Jan 16, 2017
Jan 16, 2017 at 8:42 AM UTC
I want to celebrate my life
I want long hugs and painful laughs
Late night drives and midnight mass
I want my family to be fixed and my friends close to me
Because drinking and cutting are not the things I want for me
I want to live again
I want my dreams to be free and unhinged
I want my mind clear with vast horizons so I know things will be okay again
I want people to be proud of me
I want trust and appreciation
Because I won't go anywhere unless you are there
Why is this so hard again
Being surrounded by good people doesn't always mean that you will be good too
I want to prove to you that I can do this because proving it to myself doesn't give me satisfaction
I want real life again
Not the numbness from alcohol that only kept my spirits up for brief moments until reality came knocking me to the ground
I want pain that is worth fighting through
I want to know that I will come out on top so I know to keep pushing
I want Jackie Harrington
In all her forms and states of mind
With all her flaws and ideas of life and how to cope
I want her with all the emotions and turmoil that comes with her ongoing struggles
Everything that makes her human
I want to accept all of it
Because dealing with issues and coping with them are two different things
And I want to cope with myself rather than accept my fate
Because someone special once told me that I was the strongest person she knew
And for the first time I don't want to prove her wrong
Jul 27, 2015
Jul 27, 2015 at 9:03 PM UTC
you never know what
the next day will bring,
but, like today,
i became disappointed
and the amount
of letters i received
by mail...
in the past 10 years,
i received only bank
statements,
alumni magazines from
edinburgh and u.c.l.,
oh, and those two
letters (+ a book) from a
girl from warsaw...
but today?
i look at the counter
and see this letter for me...
but that's the odd thing,
i've never had contact
with harrington & byrne:
hanover sq., mayfair
(W1S 1BN)...
the **** do they want
i thought while opening
the envelope...
ah... i knew it, ********
buying the 1840
penny black postage stamp
with queen victoria aged 15,
for a "mere"
one hundred and twenty
quid...
but that's good...
they also sell gold & silver
coins...
i'll phone them up
or write to them, and ask them
about my collection
of foreign currency -
you never know,
those polish banknotes
from the inflation period
prior to the collapse of the soviet
union might be worth
something akin
to the excess of zeroes written
on them;
**** you think i'd be making
this up googling the brand?
like i said...
**** me... my email account is
even better...
i have
about a total of 20 emails
in it...
either i'm covert,
or invisible,
or "worse" still,
a persona non grata;
mmm... bliss!
saying that: it's nice to receive
the most random letters...
ACTUAL PAPER!
sooner or later, you'll get perverts
roaming the streets,
with a sheet of paper
in their hand... rubbing it between
their fingers...
as you'll get those perverts
sniffing ink-cartridge, once loaded
into fountain-pens -
can you remember the days
of chalk & blackboards?
Jul 4, 2017
Jul 4, 2017 at 6:14 PM UTC