He is a graceful goldenness
That gives me everything
My heart desires
Entrancing hazel eyes
Peachy-brown lips
That I wish to feel and kiss
Sift into his building bridges
Of lasting pleasures
Softly caress his bright black beard
Let my fingers feel
His massive muscles
His glory of affection

I thought of him
In my quiet time
Reminiscing
On the precious, passionate
Memories we shared
How you provided me
Sheer, dreamy pleasure
My emotions running wild
Thinking of his sun-kissed goldenness
Such an indestructible, gentlemanly man
Vibrant, masculine hairs
Flawlessly filling his flesh
Lips so enchantingly shimmery
I could kiss the fragrant fantasies
Within them and sift
Into every lovely, bearded strand
Surfacing his face

**** treasured goldenness
Uncontrollable, flowing yumminess
Smoldering dream machine in intensity
Bewitching my existence to infinity

there’s an abstraction outside my window

formed out of the darkness and dissonance  

an aggregation of longing pulled from my soul.

my eyes take in everything outside the window:

the ugliness of the world
the jagged darknesses
   the aloneness
     the frustration at being alive

truths laid bare by hunger’s great fist.

I watch myself drift beyond the heavy laces of curtains shrouding my window.

from afar I see the tears smear wet on pale cheeks
see but cannot feel the heart that beats blood
the words that fall like tattered paper as I

call your name.

how was it that darkness came to be conceived in such a way

drifting and oozing black over everything?

every thought that attempts to escape like stars from my throat
is ever compressed back inside

entangled

between my very veins
tighter, tighter

until it suffocates within the cold aloneness of my chest...

all I wanted was a pair of eyes to raise me above

the night’s discord
light my bones with their penetrating glance

above all, the bitter brilliance of an
open mouth.

how is it that such a thing

can provide such sweet, undying warmth

but still a pain keen as knives to the heart
the taste of the salty stickiness of my blood

as it trickles a river down my open throat?

but what else is love but an
opening -

a vulnerability that can give rise to all greatness and happiness

and then in a sheer moment

turns a living thing into a carcass

a hole of all that was once bright and true?

and the loneliness that comes from being out of love:

it is enough to fill the heart with a greed for an ultimate darkness
or for more hopeful hearts a longing for eternity.

I guess the beauty is what distracts me so
undoes all previous notions until everything known or thought to have been known

become dust

perhaps that is why I am so unmoved by the darkness’s truth.

I am content and discontent

forever hovering between the lines of imbalance -

shall I go to you where you huddle beneath the heavy coverlet?
only your eyes visible
inviting me to join you

and form a picture so reminiscent of

Heaven

that I do not want for the real thing at all?

this is when my heart stops grappling with such questions
and in turn grapples with the sweet breath of your mouth

the warmth of the gentle ***** of your bare skin as it intersects my own

whiteness and goldenness circulating together as one in the dwindling half-light.

the quiet breaths taken in the dark
take wing in a thousand different symphonies

myriads of musical notes drawn from every escaped breath

the quick palpitations
of our beating hearts -
my soul could never leave this place.

and still the night glimmers onwards

its silent undoing.

You show me your magical, fantastical world
You enfold me in your closeness
Let your hands travel down my velvet, tantalizing arms
Rub your mouth on my ear
Kiss my smooth rosy cheek
Speak so passionately to me
With tasteful and graceful characteristics
Like smooth moving music

You uplift every fraction
Of my refreshing masterpiece
You fill me up with solid gold love
Sweet sun-kissed goldenness
You put your luscious contagious touch on me
Such a strapping smashing rarity
My untouchable lover boy
Radiant salient captivatingness

When it comes to you
Nothing else matters at all
My sole purpose for existing is
To be down for my handsome
And enchanting prince
Wash away the troubles in your life
Bump up your hustle

It will always be us
Against the world
Because the way you make me feel is
Something so incredibly treasured
That there’s no one else
That can match your talent
And as you hold me to you
So majestically and effortlessly
Your aura shining so powerfully
Ain't no way I am running away from you
With you is where I know I will boundlessly blossom

He is an astonishing hot allure that moves with smoothness
An adventurous timeless brightness, a highly striking masterpiece
Rich and exquisite, gay and showy, immaculate and tattooed
Purely passionate and mathematical masculineness
A Strong, seductive, and smooth talker

Succulent as a juicy fruit smoothie
A macho Casanova, a dope glowing Romeo
Flawless, tall, suave, and marvelous
Slick, silky, and milky irresistibility
His flex is a masterful work of magic
Instantly appealing, unbelievably unforgettable

His chest is the most treasured and timeless art ever
His abs are a rich, extensive, and magnificent museum
His arms are an elegant and prominent attraction
That coaxes me to his sublime and resplendent majesty
His thighs are worshipful, imperial, and dreamy

He got me wild on his boundless bright fineness
His tenderness arouses my submerged mind
His masculinity is glorious, victorious, and notorious
He is profoundly divine, exuberant, and magnanimous
I am dazzled by his impressive celestial goldenness
His lissomeness, his delightsomeness, his powerfulness
I am a lover of his immersively earth-shattering world

With you is where I know I am meant to me
With you is where my heart feels carefree
I want to swim in your bright, mesmerizing oceans
Feel your masculine wildness
Let go of any inhibitions with me
Give myself to you wholeheartedly
Feel the complete nakedness of your proliferant body
Sweet dazzling goldenness

I ache for your love and touch
To feel your soothing breath all over me
Clasp your youthful, sexalicious flesh
Feel the humidity increase between you and me
While I stroke the passionate petals of your thighs
Kiss the luscious stems of your legs
Massage the blossoming roots of your feet
Feel your charm so deep in my heart

You are my refreshing air
My cup of tasty caramel macchiato
That creates ingratiating magic
When it fuses with my tongue
I want to cling to your lean waist
Feel your broad chiseled chest
Meeting my delicate delectable *******
Rub your distinctive luminous neck

Slide my hands against your prolific, pepper-black beard
Embrace the majesticness of your enchantingness
Kiss your manly, fetching lips
Feel your world erupt like a raging volcano
While I relish your noticeableness
Your dope, soul-lit potency
You make my passions grow rampantly
I am so lost in your cherishable incomparability
You are my loverboy, my dream marvel, my irresistible prodigy

I am obsessed with your effervescence
Your velvet, delectable freshness
Flamboyantly gorgeous golden boy
Your remarkably macho aura absorbs my artistic form
The taste of your sensational lips rivets my eccentric inner city

I drink in your showy smoking goldenness
Press my firm, fragrant body against yours
Feel the glorious hardness of your mouthwatering muscles
Marry with my luxurious earthly structure

You crown me in your astounding grounds
Abounding with profound sound delight
You solace my homoness, hold me in hypnotic awe
In your heart-stopping rock-hard wonder
I thirst for your verve, to feel our worlds
Rock with each other in marvelous flawless harmony

I am closer to where
I want to be in his framework
In his hypnotic hip-hop
His sparkling hues
Of candidness emanating
Throughout the night
Such a charming hot thing
A young city boy
In oneness with the universe
Bright spotlight goldenness
His lips full of intensely hot slang
Deep, heavy-knocking beats
Armored in masterly art
Igniting resounding fireworks
In the eye-catching horizon

I adore his abstract creation
His high vibrational mindset
His wings of wisdom
His lifetime of light and unicity
That eminently equates with me
Speaks sweet-lit dreams to me
Makes nonpareil magic
With his show-stopping metaphors
His earthquake-shaking alliteration and similes
His third eye glowing in platinum perfection
His luring colloquialisms, his deep-street vibe
Addicted to the feel of him
His elevated intuition, the sun’s rays
Illumining his starbright eyes
A million marvelous thoughts
Encircling my temple
As I sink into his eternal warmness

Your crashingly catchable attraction is
Super heavy-duty smoothness
That moves and enthuses my queerhood
With your rock-hard adrenaline-charged machoness
You got me ***** in your couthy coolness
Such a brill chiseled sweetness

I can’t avoid your allure
Can’t close the door to your heavenly heart-pounding euphoria
Abounding in high-powered empowering enticement
Let me exalt in your expressive arrestive velvetiness
Feel my head spin, arrest my senses, render me insensible
Encompassed by your insurmountable hundred-proof pulchritude

My incomparable spectacular masher
Your splashiness crashes into my confectionery
And marries with my magical galactical extraordinariness
Your dazzling mantastical bareness bedazzles me
Invaluable capital splash, your mellow macho goldenness
Is the most sparkling artistic treasure to behold
You give me a smashingly superlative mindgasm
Make me even more mentally enchanted
As I serenade to you’re A-grade captivating sensationalness

I want to be his solace, what he needs to feel refreshed
Give him my wondrous sweetness, stroke his seductive muscular body
Swirl my hands around his hotly enthralling chest

Take in his blossoming knowledge, his vivacious creativeness
Learn the language of his immersing world
Stark stellar stud, rock-hard bearded entrancingness

To press my palms against his attractive flat belly
Feel his emotions impossibly evolve, escaping into a wave
Of dazzling light, his brick-built biceps rippling, immensely supreme

Strapping shouldered Samson, funky, fun-loving limbs
Dope, soulful magicalness, I delight in his deftly-produced freestyle
Rhymes, irresistibly appealing, eclectic, heartfelt, highly-listenable

He takes me on a high, slays me with his sexually exhilarating frame
I ache for his wild tasty dreaminess, stroke his sleek, exquisite throat
Behold his impeccable swagnificence, engrossed in his smoke

I want to rub his long petal arms, lick his honey-hued succulent thighs
His steely solid, and glistening legs, probe his taut feet
He is all that I want to stay on my mind, all the loving light

That shines in my sight, sexalicious goldenness
He drives me wild with his fieriness, his outer space black eyes
His awesomely arched eyebrows, his fresh wavy haircut

He is a gorgeous, luxurious lad that attracts me to him deeply
Longing to be forever charmed by all of him, immersed in his
Tranquil, unfathomable seas, clinging to his perfectness

The taste of your juicy masculine smoothness
Makes me crave to burn in your flaming fragrant mancave
Drift into a night of lustrously seductive loving
Filling your body on top of mine
Your stunningly hunky lips against mine
Your fresh suave beard, your passionate ravishing eyes
Your distinguished, triumphant eyebrows

You make me float on high bright clouds in the awesome azure sky
Touch me with your priceless striking eyes
Embrace me, love me, make me melt
Into your most delightful caresses
I want to feel magical with you
Glow in your mesmerizing goldenness
In your splash of magic

Swim in your sultry soothing dreams
Feel your masculine warmth
Sink into your smoothly seducing sweetness
Let your essence slither down my throat
Saturate my mind with your fragrant imagination
Interlace your shimmering ebullient limbs with mine
Take me into a sensual symphony
Where your love flourishes in my life

I want to take you to my bedroom chamber
Where I can bask in the sweet pleasures of your masculinity
Focus on the way your body moves in magical motion
Like glowing soul-lit poetry
Taste the enchanting wetness on your thick, libidinous lips
Trail my fingertips on your pleasantly youthful and frank face
Kiss your beardalicious beard hairs
Rub your powerful, prominent chin
Your broad, strong, and salient shoulders
Inhale your unparalleled intelligence
Stream in your hot, aggressive impeccableness
Exalt in your unutterably solid and promising charm
You are a complex poetic masterpiece
Composed dopeness, sexalicious similes, and metaphors
Allow me to taste your warm sweet goldenness
Press my mouth on the lush turgid tips of your *******
Make you gasp and grab my bare loving arms
Cherish your wondrously cut and treasured chest
Feel you as you melt in my midst
Let me have your stellar dreamy skin
Fall into your hot saucy astonishigness
Massage your manly, shapely, and sinewy thighs and legs
Rattle your palace with my overenthusiastic passion
Lick your magnificently iridescent and rock-solid abdomen
Make you explode like  intoxicating and scintillating champagne
Peruse your pure, buoyant beauty, your delicious, exhilarating nature
Gently caress your tight, strong ***
****** deep into your iron-hard chamber
Relish your rigidity, your essentially brilliant and dazzling tattoos
Let me take you down, trail my tongue around
Your poetic and exquisite art
Drift deeply into your dreamlike and desirable powerfulness

I wanna be in his magical macho arms
Loving on him, copping a feel of him
Kissing his affectionate electric lips
****** the fresh, flawless fur
On his pleasantly keen and handsome face

Dark dashing eyes that forever stay on my mind
****, confident eyebrows, dreamy brown ears
Passionate crackerjack dreadhead
I crave to lay with him in pure unmatched ecstasy
So obsessed with his measureless treasured flex
His superlative debonairness and immaculateness

I get lost in his hotness, sauciness, and tallness
My heavily built whip, hella top-level machoness
In his closeness, my homoness halts
My heart and soul glow, he has me so flabbergasted
With his heavenly broad-chested majesticness
His unequivocal irresistible realness

Such a bright young delight
I wanna run my hands all over his flesh
Revel in indistinguishable sensual dreaminess
So addictive to his distinctive gleaming stance
His commanding salient manliness

I hanker to slither my hands all over his gargantuan naked back
Clasp his jaunty juicy rearguard
Feel him breathe on my phenomenally full flappers
Chew on my rigid nips, make me moan
As he whispers sweet nothings in my ear

Bite into my soft, exquisite neck
******* radiant fragrant gayness
Feel my fingernails glide up and down
His youthful alluring arms
Lick his intoxicating armpits

Savor the gripping depiction
Of his authentic pristine perfection
Venerate his earthy shimmering body
Of boldly succulent and enchanting art
Lick his bare and robust hips

Cherish his endless vigorous virility
With his broad, exuberant, and iridescent chest
The best sexalicious treasure
That wins my heart and mellow soul
His impeccable edible smell mesmerizes my vessel

I sink into his delectable refreshing masculineness
Moaning passionately as he devours me
Riveting the attention of my existence
He hits me like a ton of bricks
With his mad hot slickness

Irresistibly ardent and neurotic
My tender, effervescent, and finger-lickin' comfort food
My yummy velvety heavy
I am lost in his ****** macho suaveness
Wanting to bathe my body in his dreamy limitless
Ocean of dope mind-blowing goldenness

He is sheer fire delight
A spectacularly bright man
That I hunger to taste
And feel his gayness

I want to dine
In his fineness
Caress his solid flesh
Breathe in his streaming
Sweet-scented fragrance
His glimmering goldenness

Lie awake at night
His arms comforting mine
His brownish-yellow eyes
Facing my direction
His aesthetically appealing beard
So exemplary to me

I revere his peerless powerful arms wrapped around me
His carefree, charismatic nature so greatly enamoring to me
So deeply dominant and protective over me

He is my reverent, romantic, and ravishing lad
I wish to be his gorgeous priority mail in his mailbox
Waiting for him to slide me out and open the package
With his smooth, eager hands to behold my potion of seduction

Allow my immaculateness to engulf his warm marvelous goldenness
Bask in his stunningly sun-kissed intriguingness
Take in his plenteous portion of passionateness
Suffuse me with a deliriously exciting and contagious fever

Let his poetic and sensuous kisses fill my fragrant face
Give me celestial perpetual affectionateness
Feast on my feminineness like pineapple shrimp boats
With bell peppers, like beer-battered fish tacos

I am highly aflame, sweating with passion
Shameless in how I feel deeply for him
How his supple suave skin makes me burn even more for him
Creates erotically enriching fantasies in my mind
Where I am submergeable in his vast magical seas
Staring at his dreamy debonair depiction
Looking like a hot tasty snake to swallow

There’s no one else that has my attention
But him, the firm, fertile ground
He walks upon, how the sun emblazes
His jazzy goldenness, his magnified stylish magic

He is what I need to reach fulfillment
He is luminescent language highly rising
In the unchangeably blue sky
He is everything that gleams supreme
Like a brilliant boardwalk

With his stardust eyes, his musically made lips
His beastly brick chest, his thunder loving abs
His ample, wild thighs, so beatifically swagulous
So sexbomb, amazinglicious J’s, my divine city
Night romance that introduces me to brand-new enchantment

I never want to leave you
I want to stay here with you
To delight in everything
That shines in your bright sight
Sit with you on the fresh, lush lawn
Feel your hands tenderly rub my arms

Kiss me with your soft masterful lips
While I feel your hot bulging biceps
Marvel at the way your wondrous
Substantial chest commands attention
How your effervescent presence
Brings me ultimate collectedness

I want to take a great gulp
Of your dope goldenness
Lapse into your sweet irresistibleness
Watch the world around me
Transform into a measureless heavenly paradise
Caught up in your enchanting electricity
As we make eye contact that makes me float
Like an extraordinarily sturdy boat on warm water

I want you to take me in your stunning honey arms
Your fingers focused on the attractiveness
Of my voluptuously full *******
Caress them gently, lick them sensually
I want to devour all of your enticingness
Lie back on the seamless green grass
Impossibly full to bursting
Cherishing your compelling craft

I hanker for you to tilt my kingdom
To exhilarating delectations
That draw me profoundly into your starry ardency
I want to smell your machoness
Revel in the splendorous space around you
As the harmonious stars that hover in the lovely night sky
I want to be all that you admire
All the love that you require

His long gaudy kisses
Are moist, loving, and ardent
So unbelievably addictive and breezy
He is a stellarly mesmerizing prince
That replenishes my dimension
That gives me boundless bright insight
When I lie on your spectacular muscular chest

I feel so at rest, so protected in enmeshment
So ready and willing to ride for my heavy-hitter
Hold him down, give him endless supreme happiness
Let him know that I care for him
That wherever he goes, my soul will flow
In harmony with his heartland
He is my grand slamming sensation
That has gayness encased in his straightness
In his tastefully greatatious mancave

His impeccable manlicious brilliancy ensorcells me
I want to create erotically top-notch poetry
With him all night, sink into his entrancing goldenness
Allow my hands to rub his seamless keen limbs
Scan his saucy body hair with my tongue
Drink his sweet glistening litness down like Hennessy
Serve him a hot shot of my mad hot attractiveness
Swim in every ounce of his brightest
Blissful fountain of sparkling and alluring passion
Luxuriate in him for days, for always
For as long as he swathes me in his charmingness

In the glistening stillness where the delightful night
Shines upon him and me, I feel so carefree and sweet
He gives me bountifully blissful sensations
I am enamored of hiss entrancingness
His delectableness surging spectacularly through my world
I yearn to feel him softly caress me in the fresh gentle breeze

Sheathe me in his supremacy
Carry me in his heavens of perpetual lovingness
Fill my heart with immaculate magical passion
I sway to the beat of his masculinity
Swirl in his bright goldenness
Taste him like a bourbon butterscotch pie
With molasses whipped cream
Like a scrumptious *** cake with pecans

I crave to evanesce into his mesmerizing galaxy
To take in his intoxicating stunningness
I relish his earthbound artisticness
How his body shimmers in ardent starlight paradise
Sensual ink-black eyes, magnetic masculine lips
Hunky sumptuous beard, thick honeyed neck
Tempting lickable chin, how I hunger to unweave his world

Lure him away to a place of unbounded desires
Take him into an illimitable dimension
Of immensurable dreams, climb on top of him
To feel the supremeness of his body
Love him beyond the bridges of time
Beyond reality and the linear equations of love

He is a cold macho lover boy
That I adore, that I long to explore
Fresh off the motha ******* block
So growingly dope to def
He takes my breath away
I crave to feel the booming bass in his inner space
Relish his top-shelf flex on deck
How he talks and flosses his charmingness
Slicker than a mad lit thriller

He is my chiller
With a brilliant killer smile
My dreamy exuberant entrepreneur
The kind of ripped dripped out kryptonite
That lights up the night
With his bright iced out chains
Hanging around his slick, thick neck
Flawless mad hot J’s on his feet

He steps out on the exquisitely
Hypnotic and intriguing strip
Vibing and shining
Hitting the dance floor
So smooth when he moves
So lit up when he let go
And flow dolo with his smoke
He holds sway over my globe

Boy, I want to ball with his
Super sizzling goldenness
Get lost for hours in hauntingly
Hot and charming voice
He is my relishable celestial city
That surges into my submerged mind
Brings me supreme gleaming happiness

I absorb every fraction of his rapturously
Crashing faction to feel his elemental
Masterful tenderness, his infinite extravagant majesty
Devour everything that his domain contains
Call out his name, feel him in my veins
Delight in his boundlessly refined game
His super deluxe ultra seductiveness

Your heavenly expressive grip rivets me
Your enchanting hands on my profuse plush boobers
Your long saucy tongue on my deliciously silky neck
Makes me go astray in your captivatingly slamming man cave
The way your gloriousness orbits my sumptuous candy store
You make me cream for your temptingly invincible kingdom
Of endless, tremendous, and resplendent masculinity

I desire intensely to ****** your bold bushy beard
Take great pleasure in glowing goldenness
Get excessively drunk on your machoness
The way you lick your scrumptious lips
You scan my spread of land with your entrancing eyes
Pour out your devouring desires all over my eminently splendid frame

Guide me into the furthest flaming parts of your hotness
Let me inhale your macho smoking potion
Glowing with indescribable fire and desire
Marvel at your infinitely ingenious and shredded architecture
So stupendously sensual and transcendent
I relish your refulgent rugged charisma
The flawless feel of our bodies weaved together in unison

I found him to be
Completely breezy
And utterly exquisite
A bright, inviting goldenness
Keeping me trapped
In his untamed power

My soul longed
To flow in his fragrant flex
Deeply drift into his dopeness
Discover perpetual depth
About his electric masculinity

I write enrapturing poetry
With thoughts of your goldenness
Flowing in sereneness
Effervescently in my heavenly vessel
My fingers feeling the smooth surface
Of the poetical page, so sweetly scintillated
Impeccable diction, devoted emotions
Cosmic warmth, transports of delight

It is you that is within my bone and body
Softly singing sensual tunes
Over my fascinated flesh
Such a pleasurable invitation
That guides me into widespread gateways
Where your exuberant innocence greets me
Holds me, rubs me, loves me for me

I just want to be his divinely deep and soft sweetness
Endless, promising, and rare magicalness
Delicious, spontaneous, fascinating, and graceful
Dreamy, serene, supreme, and revered
Warm, extraordinary, passionate, and irresistible
Ripe, rich, bright, sleek, exquisite, and thrilling

I breathlessly await to taste his slick, gripping goldenness
Let it make meltingly moist magic with my mouth
Let it pervade my tongue with impressively mesmerizing music
Make me pulsate to the electrifying rhythm of his nation
Dine on his dreaminess, mouthwatering, devouring flavors
That attract me to his immaculate splashy attraction
To his intoxicating, far-reaching galaxy

So skillfully evocative and harmonious
Purely expressive, enchanting, strong, and luscious
Incomparably picturesque rarity
Like sweet, creamy, and delectable ice-cream
His slang slides down my throat swimmingly

I dream of tasting him in the limelight
Where his heavenly ambiance marries with mine
Becomes an unforgettable, number one love song of all time
We can fade away into an exceptionally exhilarating world
Where our love seamlessly shines and enlightens
The luxuriously striking scenery all around us

Keen, clean king
Prominent resplendent beard
Exceedingly brilliant eyes
Seamless irresistible perfection
I’m so intoxicated by your goldenness
I drown in your prodigiousness
Your tempting and infinitely attractive aroma
I ****** your colossally appealing arms
Your hunky loving chest
Your rich, thick, and virile voice
Transports me to wild sensual bliss

Moonlit jams streamed
Through my system
Roused my emotions
The more I thought
About loving you
caressing you
Laying with you
In my bedroom
With the lights turned off

I craved his comfort
His romance in reverberation
His poetry in flowingness
His goldenness in high glow
The only soul I know
That’s so dope to me

His voice was like the sound of a melodious
Marching band bringing in bursting funk
Pulling me to him without my permission
His engaging diction drifting on the pad
Of my lips, elevated sweetness like the rise
Of waves, dreaming of his fingers gripping
My breast, whisking my waiting *******
With his tongue, his wet and **** poetry
Reaching my most delicate point

His goldenness swarmed in my mind
Like green leaves in the air, his unblinking
Darkling eyes so vastly desirable, eyebrows
Of wildness, a flashy rapper with crazy swagger
Heart-shaped affection on his brick-built chest
Hard as a heavy ax, his tall structure like
The strongest tower, a ravishing ride I most desire
Sightseeing his beauty in its truest wholeness
Such a majestic and sensuous paradise to rest