"cait" poems
I saw you in LA.
You were just as lovely as I remember.
Our week together wasn’t a lucid dream.
You brought flowers to dinner for me and Cait.
You paid for dinner.
You cuddled me through the night.
I don’t understand how you can be this nice.
What’s the catch?
Jan 14, 2023
Jan 14, 2023 at 1:57 AM UTC
As I lie here, half awake
my brain juices stewing
your memory makes me quake
with absolute longing
You come in quietly
sit on my mind’s edge
soft pads silent as Cait Sith
perched on a dream ledge
Your face is never the same
it’s what is within that I recall
I don’t even know your name
still for you each time I fall
We walk the dream land
your hand light on my wrist
our sweet union unplanned
a reaching through mist
It seems I arrive as you’re
on your way to leave
your foot through the door
offer me your bed for reprieve
It’s so hard to let you go
let go of essence effervescence
for your return I don’t know
beyond reminiscence
of those golden hours
when being with you’s my bliss,
O shape heart’s mind scours
from depths so often remiss
during the hours I am awake
so at night my heart will play
make my essence quake
wish never to go back to day
~
NM
11/29/20
Jan 6, 2021
Jan 6, 2021 at 5:32 PM UTC
We've tried time and time again and it didn't work and that's on me. Now you're gonna go to college and I'm going in the Navy. All the pain I've caused you will always be my biggest regret. And you'll always be someone I never forget. You know I love you and you are my north star in my sea of seemingly never ending drama and trauma. When it comes to you I'm always in a dilemma. Do i be selfish and try to be with you again. Or do I finally let you go so you can find your dream man. I am truly sorry for my selfish actions. Especially since I always get the same reaction. Idk if we will ever be together in the future or not. But at least for now I can't shake the feelings that I've caught. Because of you I will always stride to be a better human being. I also know that seeing is believing. So let me show you the man that I can be. Because you're the only one I want to spend my eternity.
Aug 14, 2021
Aug 14, 2021 at 5:45 PM UTC