"becomeing" poems
I follow you like an obsession
Seeing your life from the outside
Noting the smiles that frequent your face
The contentment of yourself in that space
I no longer see that disturbed longing to be free of that place
That backwater town that has no place for me in it
No future
Besides a deadpan existance leading its citizens astray or
Contenting them with a simple life
You have those who love you
Genuine friends and you seem to find a way to be busy
Find enjoyment in that simple existance
Not seeking out the exoteric meanings of life
Re-emerging back into that mentality of everyday people
Happy with just being in the moment in time
Devoid of that driving passion to find meaning in this life
To understand the worlds complexities and learn the beauty that is humanity
The vision I have escribed to myself to seek the truth in this world
To see the nasty and feel a sense of calm in the face of our own self destruction
Feeling as if my mission drives and beliefs are becomeing coersive to your health
How do I connect with you anymore?
You who used to abore the simplicity of your upbringing
I see it now
As you talk to your brothers and sister
I try to communitcate experience your world
But I am an outsider to this realm
My words don't fit
And all eyes make me feel castrated
I don't speak as they do, I use words they don't understand
A language and understanding that they do not employ
Not saying that I am better than anyone of them
Because I know I am not
Humble to the fact
That they don't find those things worth doing
Worth any merit
Secular in their reasoning
I see you fit this mold
This world where I cannot speak
Without offending or offering explination
Leaving me mute,
Feeling outcasted
Dumb to the workings of their order.
But you are a camilion blending in
Taking that world as your own
Transforming before my eyes into someone
I don't know
Or would know if I had realised you were
Developing without me
It is subtle this changing
How the conversation gets more complex on my end
Reaching out for anything that will relate you back to me
My mind becoming a blockade
A boundary to you
Where I crave none
I feel you here in my being
Shifting changing
The face you show me smiling happy
Loved and no longer in need of me
Wondering when you will see this yourself
When this distance will become leagues
And you determine whether it is worth it to cross
Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 10:15 PM UTC
im becomeing weak
but only of a shear
i have no fear
even when i make others tear
as i seem to fade
but not of age
i go into the light
with all my might
its a delight
Nov 24, 2015
Nov 24, 2015 at 4:45 PM UTC
When did we become so deaf
To the screams of lonelyness
Why is this the path we walk
To prideful to say we've lost
When did we become unfeeling
Blind to a touch
Deaf to yeilding
Why is this the road we've paved
When did we become so hard
Rage and lust becomeing all we are
Why have we laid down these tiles
A path that holds not reconcile
Why is this the world we've made
Why is home not a safe place
Why are caght up in the lights
Why is life eaisily left behind
By;
Breannah Cross
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 1:39 PM UTC
my days are long. but i dont trust trust the words of the con man.
my eyes glow red when i have been lied to by a friend. i told him he digging his grave. the further you play your tricks the deeper you will go.
every lie you said made your own wish to be roting internal hell.
every lie is your life sentence for how long you want to be draged down to hell. you wont even know what to say cause im an the devil. the deeper you dig is the harder the punishment you put on your self.
no one trust you any more no one knows why you try to talk when people have found your ***** book of lies you wrote down every day to save or get out of what means to your own world.
every lie you said has people becomeing angery for you the biggest mistaky you have became your not real your just the lies you put on your self.
every one els is living we but you have dug your self deeper deeper in to hell. with nothing to even save your self.
Nov 20, 2015
Nov 20, 2015 at 1:35 PM UTC