"acon" poems
Name: Falen Acon
Residence: San Diego California
Age: 15 (almost 16)
Birthday: Jan 4, 2000 (Capricorn)
School: Don't worry about it!
Grade: 10th (Sophomore)
Class Of: 2018
Favorite Color: Ballet Pink, Gun Metal Gold and Burgundy
Favorite Flower: Wild Flowers, Roses & Sunflowers
Hobbies: Dancing and Poetry
Favorite Food: Pizza
Favorite Drink: Strawberry and Root Beer Soda
Favorite Dessert: Ice Cream (Shakes) (any flavor)
Happy Place (place that makes me happy): Beach or Dance Studio
Career Path: Professional Dancer
Lucky Day: Saturday
Lucky Number: 3
Favorite Number: 7
Friends: Christan Zeal, Elsa Angelica and Drevon Young
Goals: Find true love, Find happiness and Travel World
Favorite Artists: Lana Del Rey, The Weeknd, Drake, PartyNextDoor, Post Malone, ILoveMakonnen, Rae Sremmurd, RDGLDGRN, Kyle, A.$.A.P Rocky, G-Eazy and Zayn Malik
Celebrity Crushes: Zayn Malik, Justin Bieber, RED (from RDGLDGRN) and Steph Curry (GSW)
Favorite NBA Team: Golden State Warriors (GSW)
Favorite NFL Team: North Carolina Panthers
Favorite MLB Team: Chicago Cubs
Favorite College Football Team: LSU Tigers
Favorite Nascar Driver: Kasey Kahne
Future College: Texas State University (TSU) or Something :)
Future Sorority: Delta Sigma Theta (DST) /_\
Dec 6, 2015
Dec 6, 2015 at 11:56 PM UTC
I want to thank Vicki, Poetry Journal, Paul Butter, Adhi das, Mia, FJ Davis .
Anu, Sukeeti, Paul Gaffney,NvrMd, Pradip, It gonna make sense, Marian.
Timothy,Jasmine,Georgia,Janiloms,Iluvia,Nameless wonder,Firefly, Bianca.Mike Hauser , Mohamed ,Falen Acon,MydystopiA, Vanessa Gatley, and Nicole.
Plus so many more whom poems are so beautiful, they touch us all.
I just want to let you all know on here that you are truly appreciated.
For all of your beautiful words , feelings that went into your poems.
I just wanted to say thank you to each and everyone of you all here.
God bless each of you today and every single day that you live here.
Feb 7, 2016
Feb 7, 2016 at 6:53 AM UTC
Bear me to Dictaeus,
and to the steep slopes;
to the river Erymanthus.
I choose spray of dittany,
cyperum, frail of flower,
buds of myrrh,
all-healing herbs,
close pressed in calathes.
For she lies panting,
drawing sharp breath,
broken with harsh sobs.
she, Hyella,
whom no god pities.
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Falen Acon:
1.THE NERD...
He liked to read and was a straight A student and was very shy. (1 day relationship)
2. THE HOTTIE...
He was in love with himself and he hogged the mirror. (5 day relationship)
3. THE ****
He was to obsessed with football, basketball, track, and baseball and didn't pay me any attention and was to rough. (5 week relationship)
4. THE SKATER...
He cheated on me pretty much the whole time we went out and he had angry issues. (2 week relationship)
5. THE GAMER...
He played to many video games and was kind of forceful. (1 month relationship)
6.THE SMOKER...
He smoked to much **** and ciggs and i smelt like it and i don't even smoke and he was way to touchy and he fought to much. (1 month relationship)
Alexandria Christine Lund:
Top 5 worst boyfriends/girlfriends:
1. The 2 timer- She whined to much and apparently had a boyfriend, she wanted *** and was totally indecisive. (5 days)
2. The Stoner- He spent his time doing drugs and only wanted *** (3 months)
3. The Wannabe- He always wanted something else because I didn't fit in, he always lied he made up excuses even cheated. (5 months off and on)
4. The Fighter- He kept bragging about the military and wanted to constantly fight. (2 months)
5. The Worst- He treated me like a game, I made sure he never won it. (2 weeks)
Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 12:17 PM UTC
**Chillin like a villian
listenin to dylan
writin and thrillin,
as long as the good lord's willin**
*Sweatpants & a ponytail,
chillin with no make up on.
Cos' it's like my hobby now*
**Camo sleep pants
led zep tee
drinkin cold ones
and groovin to youtube**
*Watching scream queens
on netflix.
Texting & trying to figure out
what's next*
**Keying thoughts
onto my notebook
thinking hard about
a late night snack**
*Chillin like a penguin
cos' its freezing cold.
Wishing I had some hot coco.
Trying stay up late.*
**Toasty warm
inside my room
to step out for a smoke
would seal my chill**
*Chillin' is amazing.
I got the chills,
feeling like a cold hell
Wolf Spirit Poet is amazing*
**Chillin, blazin
mind **** amazin
oh these nights
dreamin and lazin**
Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 11:16 PM UTC
*Lay down on your pillow
and turn the lights down low,
Close your eyes and enter dreams.
Let me take you to the garden
where passion flowers grow.*
**Let me kiss your mind
With splendor and passion
Ravage your thoughts with
Past, Present and Future actions.**
*Love will not break your heart
but, dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see
what you find there, with grace in your heart
and flowers in your hair...
Let me take you there.*
**In this garden you're the main attraction
I have the hose that waters your growth.
The ***** that digs to your soul.
As you envelope you roots in this garden of my affection.
We blossom from our enclosure
Spreading bliss
Like pesticides in this garden,
You're my obsession.**
*If we wait until we're
ready, we'll be waiting for
the rest of our lives.
I want to feel as free as the flowers.*
**Immerse yourself in fields of blooms
Cherry blossoms
Tulips and Patunias, too.
Passion flowers are our main attraction
Trapped in their periodic frame.
We savor the peace they bring.
Hours of bliss
Turn to notions of a moment's gist.
For passion flowers bloom in the twilit hours.**
*Touch the tender petals
of the flower as she grows
a tentative endeavour,
as your feelings overflow.*
**Touch your soul
In places it's never felt
Mending wounds
That never seem to shut
The Gardner to your soul
Here to nurse you back to perfect health.**
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 4:38 PM UTC
**skipping stones across the water
walking beside the ocean's daughter
listening to nature as she sings
taking in the rapture that living brings**
*Thoughts that she
cannot unthink;
a life that she
cannot unlive.*
**Dreams she has yet to live
and a soul full of fire
looking under every stone
seeking her heart's desire**
*Afraid to see whats underneath.
We stay to the surface
afraid of the ghostly deep,
for there are shipwrecks*
**What lurks beneath at fathoms deep
will not disturb a good nights sleep
for as long as we can stay afloat
courage shall be our own lifeboat**
*But skipping stones eventually fall
To depths they haven't ventured yet
but, that's when life begins to be lived
when we reach deeper depth*
**Skipping stones across my mind
like those lucid dreams we hope to find
but in the end we are not alone
having reached the shore with that lucky stone**
Happiness is a skipping stone
Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 9:18 PM UTC
**Into the void I go
Nothing but darkness from head to toe
I'm cold...
I hear a whisper in the distance
It tells me to just let it go
So I do...
I see a light
So I smile thinking it's my way out
But I was wrong...
It was just another void colder than the one before
So into the void I go
With no hope and no soul**
*I tried to find myself
in places that didn't exist...
My soul and heart are filled with void
I tried to find the missing piece
But I only ended up losing more
I just wanna find happiness
Within myself...
Always wondering
If there's a way out of this
....Getting high
Trying to fill this void
Realizing there's no way out
...living in hell on earth*
May 28, 2016
May 28, 2016 at 9:37 PM UTC
Falen:
As you move through this life and this world
you change things slightly
you leave marks behind
However small & in return
Life and travel leaves marks on you
most of the time, those marks - on your body
or your heart - are beautiful
Often though, they hurt
Wolf:
We always seem to leave impressions
picking up our scars and beauty marks
along the way, hoping to do more good than
wrong, and maybe find love on our paths
the world is a vampire.....bleeding us
but also an oyster..feeding our souls
Falen:
In order to be, you must do.
All great things start from that one adventure, that one dream, that one idea, that one step.
To adventure is to find yourself whole, to have a story at the end of this all.
The places you see, the things you make, the people you meet will fuel you forever.
Choose to see beauty where others see none and strive for greatness
Wolf:
Have the courage to follow your dreams
and to follow your heart
choose wisdom over folly, but never forget
how to enjoy yourself..and to respect and love others
be assertive while unobtrusive....
and learn all you can
life is a journey. we must always keep moving forward
remembering the past, but leaving it where it belongs
live each day as if it were your last
one day you will be right
Falen:
Not all wanders are lost.
We lust after traveling the world
we just want to find a beautiful place and get lost in it,
we want to discover something new
we want to feel & be free
Wolf:
It's the gypsy spirit in us all
keeping us on the road
and unfettered to hermitage
ensuring that we live and breathe
with awe and wonder
Falen:
I've got wanderlust in my veins
I was born to live and I live to regret nothing
I'm in love with cities i've never been to
and i'm in love with people i've never meet
Wolf:
Gypsy blooded to the end
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 5:45 PM UTC
*You see things,
you keep quiet about them
and you understand.
Because life changes, friends leave
and life doesn't stop for anybody.*
**You feel more deeply, isolated
your true heart, so understated
but things you see
as they flicker by
keep that strong resolution within held high.**
*Pain & suffering are always
inevitable for a large
intelligence and a deep heart.*
**Time stands still
as life takes your photo
feeling outcasted like Quasimodo.
Life is but a tapestry
one part you and another, me.**
*You are confined by the
walls you build yourself.*
But never limited to your imagination and desire
Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 6:54 PM UTC
*If only your mother would have loved you right,
maybe then you would know how to love a women.
If only your father would have stuck around,
maybe then you would know how to be a man.*
**Ifs and onlys all akimbo
leaves me confused, my heart in limbo
what is what and who is whoodoo
love is love, not gris gris voodoo**
*But I wouldn't expect
for you to know that when,
you don't even know your own worth
If only you knew that you aren't worthless*
**Can't make excuses for my mama
she carried on without a comma
but i never knew my dad
the best father I never had**
*Maybe if you knew your father then,
you would be more forgiving, more loving
If only you knew how much you meant
to your mother, your father, this world*
**If I truly meant something
perhaps it would mean less suffering
my momma loves me, that I know
but my dad got drunk..and just said no**
*If you only knew....
But I guess that you don't.*
**Maybe I never, ever will
but I let my heart, find love..still
if there's some way I can treat you better
teach me how....show me, to the letter**
*I wished that you loved yourself
then, maybe you would know how to love*
**I can only pray you'll show me,
take the time to get to know me**
*I can't show you.
You'll have to figure it out
I can't show you how to love yourself
Only you can*
**I am a work in progress
merely a work in progress**
*I can't help you if you
won't let me in or forgive me*
**Here is my invitation
my forgiveness
my welcome mat
please......enter this wounded heart**
*If only you knew...
that I was wounded too*
**I can heal your wounds
wipe away your tears
just let me inside,
your heart is where I long to live**
*If you look on the inside then, you might find
a scared, insecure and lifeless girl.
The girl I've spent most of my life trying to hide.*
**Oh, but you are so full of life
the kind of girl who could be my world
no need to fear life any longer
grab onto my heart and we'll both grow stronger
no more hiding...who is beautiful
it's you, it's me...so beautiful
and as for insecurity
i'll believe in you & you believe in me**
Dec 12, 2015
Dec 12, 2015 at 12:52 AM UTC
*I am a hard
person to love but
when I love,
I love really hard.*
**When I love hard
Though its hard to confess
But I end up being close to where you are
Every night is so cold
Cause I want to be close to where you are**
*I smile,
I try,
but the truth is...I want to die*
**We play mind games
We play ping pong
Forgeting that we are one,
We love ourselves but still do the opposite**
*You don't want me,
you don't need me,
you don't remember me,
and that kills me....*
**Now that it seems that we are two edge lines.
The pain has only sharpen me
Of course no pain no gain!!!**
Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 5:00 PM UTC
*Blessed are the weird people...
Poets, Artists, Writers, Misfits.
For they teach us to see
the world through different eyes.*
**Devoted living,
Contradicted goals are just the things we despise.
For we grow in contrast to your limited sky.
We live to be free
An avian species yet to fly.**
*Understand that your soul
isn't bound by a
three-dimensional
earthly existence.
She who is brave is free.*
**We yearn for the sky
Hope for the light
Treasuring the summer breeze
Escaping the cold winter nights
Trapped in our diversity
Everlasting battles of creative adversity
In times of logic
Rhymes and rhythms seems Shakespearian, somewhat nostalgic.**
*We are the drifters,
& dancers, the sun worshippers
& risk takers. The dreamers,
the lovers, the believers
& change makers.*
**We are the offspring of Creativity
The red-headed step child of derivative.
Conveyors of empathy.
And without us nothing would exist
We are the golden child of heavens bliss.**
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 11:57 PM UTC
Seem so easy to call you savior...
Not close enough to call you God.
Open field of crushed flowers,
She goes and picks for Daddy's hands are never wired..
...to the "sweet life of California's cheerleader anthems.
Good kush and alcohol the best song she's done since she's the captain of her own life.
What's right if Gods people ain't tight like skinny jeans she wore that night ?!
Burning questions and she puts it out by people's opinions.
Old routs start to show as she gets close to answers..
"Seem so easy to call you savior,not close enough to call you God."
But...one day she will trust him and learn how to see him,
Someday he will call her and she will come runnin and fall in his arms and the tears will fall down and she will pray:
"I want to fall in love with you".
Seem so hard to hold my faith here,
But Close enough to see he's right..
Jan 25, 2014
Jan 25, 2014 at 2:08 AM UTC
FA:
Misinterpreted
You think just because
I have a smile on my face and I'm laughing
That everything is fine
And I'm not
AB:
forgettng what there was
Sometimes it maybe could over barring,
But when you fall out of line,
While your ahead just stop
FA:
Because you don't know me
So don't judge me
On what you think you know
I'm don't have a perfect life
I never lived in a two parent home
A day in life
AB:
Ignoring your pity,
I will have feeling empty,
Your better pray and hope,
That I don't reach you out of sight,
You won't miss when I'm gone,
Had to sacrifice
FA;
Don't misinterpret me nomore
Like stupid-ass ******* just stop
If you don't witness with your eyes
Then don't witness with your mouth
So stop these ******* rumors
Cause don't none of y'all know my struggles
AB:
Allowing me to settle the score,
Please get of a ****
You have to realize,
I'm nothing to mess with,
Beggers can be choosers,
And what you chose is for me to make the world crumble.
FA:
I'm like apple I look great on the outside
But I'm ****** up on the inside
Don't Judge a book by it cover
AB:
Look out boys,
Don't **** around ,
She's got a lover,
FA:
Look out girls
Don't **** around
He's got a lover
Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 12:47 PM UTC
By AB , FA & SP
AB :
Living life on Roses to make a trip on the way to
Salvation,
I'm losing my head and my consciousness is
Shifting in and out of existence,
My mind is now gone,
I'm on my own,
On my lonesome,
It's the time of the month when my emotions
start to elevate,
What is there to love when it makes you put a
Gun to your head,
What is there to love when it rather abandons
You instead,
Making daily rounds for heartbreak,
I'm on round 16 and I'm still not turning over
In a grave,
FA:
Standiing tall...
Nothing is dragging me down
anymore.
No more insecurities Learned how
to love myself Forgave my father and mother
Apologized to everyone else.
Staying positive all the time And realizing
everything happens for a reason.
No longer blind,
I see the world differently.
........ I guess its true,
Demons have good in them too,
SP:
They put a gun to my head and said this was
the end But I laughed in their face and just
rose again Because at that moment I realized
this where my life was meant to begin And all
the pain that coursed through my veins were
just meaningless distraction So allow me to just
detach these evil contraptions That were
created by the men who attempted to trap this
And by this I mean me The beast that remains unseen
Because he is living free in the land that
Was thought to be dream,
But no,
Positive energy is a real thing and it flows through
Me like something you wouldn't believe and with
That I end my meaningful rambling but before I
Go, allow me to reattach your sanity.
May 28, 2016
May 28, 2016 at 3:56 PM UTC
**Into the void I go
Nothing but darkness from head to toe
I'm cold...
I hear a whisper in the distance
It tells me to just let it go
So I do...
I see a light
So I smile thinking it's my way out
But I was wrong...
It was just another void colder than the one before
So into the void I go
With no hope
With no soul**
I tried to find myself
in places that didn't exist...
My soul and heart are filled with void
I tried to find the missing piece
But I only ended up losing more
I just wanna find happiness
Within myself...
Always wandering
If there's a way out of this
....Getting high
Trying to fill this void
Realizing there's no way out
...living in hell on earth
May 29, 2016
May 29, 2016 at 3:34 PM UTC
AB:
Me and you on the sand,
I'm just holding your hand,
I love it turned out,
When I'm holding your waist,
Hope you don't got a man,
We make us some plans,
I just wanna get through the drought,
Of taking his place,
FA:
Me and you on the sand
Holding hands
And I'm hoping you don't got a women
Because we making plans
Ill help you get through this drought
If you help me get through this drought
Of taking her place,
AB:
Kissing in the rain,
I could make it worth your while,
And for awhile I'll loving you,
And symplistic style,
You're my life and I need you more than ever,
Lil mama,
Your my life and want to be together,
Lil mama,
FA:
Kissing in the rain
Making it worth my while
And for awhile ill love you too
And symplistic style
Im your life and your in mines too
Big daddy
Your my life and I want to be together too
Big daddy,
AB:
Tell me you love me,
And be real with me,
I have to let you know,
Girl I'm trying to mends,
I don't wanna let you go,
We can relate to anything,
With each other making combinations,
Thinking about wedding rings,
I don't need your permission,
FA:
Tell me you love me
Because I love you
And be real with me
I have to let you know
I don't want let you go
We can relate to anything
With each other making combinations
Thinking about wedding rings
I think Id love to marry you.
Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 2:58 PM UTC
Why?
Why didn't you just tell the truth? They all gave you a chance to tell it but, you chose not to. Why? You lied to Jarod about alot of things... He asked you if you was sure, why didn't you just say no you lied. You lied to Arcassin, who you said you loved. He also asked you if you was telling the truth you said yes instead of no. Why didn't you just listen to your gut? Now you've lost him and you'll never get him back. You should have known that it wouldn't have lasted, you knew that you lied. You lied to the two people who you say were important in your life and other people too, you hurt them. You'll have to live with that.
Dec 3, 2015
Dec 3, 2015 at 5:53 PM UTC
By AB
Be real with me,
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And I'll do the Same,
Im glad to be your boyfriend,
I'm giving my heart to you now,
Don't lie to me ever,
I love you Falen acon
Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 12:09 PM UTC
Times still running,
And my mind still running.
But my bad I just can't help it.
To stop and breath and look up
Oh my bad I just can't help it..
I walk every where now cause I know I'm one step away from who I'm supose to be.
Oh my bad I just can't help it..
To sit and listen to you cause I don't know when I'll be back but if I got a back I'll be back to listen and sit.
Oh my bad I just can't help it...
When I'm alone and the tears I cry is out of Joy cause he's still breathing
Oh MY FRIEND I JUST CANT HELP IT..
Oh my love I just can't help it
Oh mom I just can't help it
Oh Daddy I just can't help it
Oh Ryan I just can't help it
Oh fallen Acon I just can't help it...
Oh reader my bad my smile shows everytime I walk it let's me know that its possible to be sitting with you.
Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 5:16 AM UTC