Who would I rather be than me
I’d rather be anyone across from me
Holding out for moments sacred
Anxieties spanning miles of acreage
I pick up on every crumb you drop
A never-ending trail I need to stop
Imagined memories together become scattered
I’m still driving down the ladder
Onward, downward, seething it goes
Spellbound rivers of spiraling growth
Pleading with tears out of this recession
An elaborate hovel of the worst depression
My realities seem such a hoax
The absence of perfection sauntered a ghost
One in which haunting is the prevalent way
Brazenly nasty it vowed to never stray
Really I’m a yearning plant
Nonetheless none will water me, it’s not in the plan
Withered and grey, forts of strength have gone under
I’m informed watching a relentless thunder
Brewing in the depths of my heart
In loving memory we’ll always be apart