amongst the flustering frost of winter  
a seeping in my bones lifts a splinter

of icy flurries choked in refrained regret
a spiced hushed whisper i’d never forget

with a vivid sweeping spring arrives
and the twittering birdies begin to fly

where mere mortals tromp and trod
lies an untouched flower in the sod

to uncover inside wandering conclusions
the scattered blooms lost in their confusion

Yea I might of messed up today
Don’t think they’ll ever forget

Things aren’t always the same
But I need a brand new reset

If I had a shooting star to wish upon  
I’d find myself forever beyond

Past the skies of cloudy grey
Racing by every previous mistake  

Maybe I’d end up in the right end
Try to pick up a couple new friends

But everyone that I have to meet
Isn’t anything like what they seem

Why can’t I just be someone else
I’m tired of being called myself

When can what I achieve and try
Be something worthy in their eyes

I want to be seen, I want to be heard
I want the freedom to fly like a bird

I need some confidence to grasp
Every comment feels like an attack

It’s never mine and will never be on my side.