Dark nights.
No lights.
Being bipolar stung.
The pressure of the world on your lung.
Can't breath?
Lucky me.
Standing beside as I'm dying.
Lock me up while I'm crying.
Watch out for this one.
I just wanted the gun.
Pull the trigger back.
Let the bullet attack.
Be proud mom.
Look where my brain has gone.
Drugs... Drugs... Drugs...
Hold me down to this earth.
A new dawn, new emotions birth.
Honey the doctors can help.
You never listen as I scream and yelp.
Stop trying to fix me.
I'm unfixable can't you see?
Just be still.
Thanks to the drugs I never get my fill.
Always hunting for something more.
Burns and cuts galore.
I need the pain.
You all call me insane.
Today I'm blue.
Oh you are too?
Today I'm white.
I can't feel, can't fight.
I can't run.
I guess I'm just done.

On this earth I walk alone hoping to escape this burning hell that has taken every thing from me. You an take every thing from me even my loved ones but you cant break me I wont go let my grip go. This life is filled with fear and blood shed but you can take my hopes and **** them with all your forces that brings **** joys as well, but every time I try new ways I have to move threw the obstacles that I have to move threw.
I have ideas that hopes for life to change, but this is only the start of your hellish ways. there is nothing I have left to say, but I know my next move. I'll flip the script and open a door way to hell and push you deep into the endless ******* life brings. i'm  tired of being silenced all you have done was trap me down in a prism of suffocation. your words have scared like boiling water the scolded the skin.  i could a empty soul witch has been true. i might be dead inside but i still have a heart beat. i might swear when i escape your power that you have taken over the world will end with your voice be silenced when i take the chance to make a present that will take down your over turn of this world opening up the doors letting the souls free.
this war now will be come just down to me and you. i have nothing left to fear i am not afraid to die when i have already have died. i have nothing left to lose hen your war has taken it all ready. i don't have any smile to show when you have drained my life away with all my life including my pure soul. you have left my life shattered in burning piles of dread. you can take away every thing but i wont let this go on any longer. you only bring death and destruction leaving nothing left. but i wont be trap'd for ever when i end this path of stubborn childish ****. only one shot it takes to end this game . i have a plane to end the book of hell when u only gain your power by demonic hate.
i have the power to end this even if it mean ending your life so there wont be any screaming souls left to be heard.

nothing left to hold me down my time to rise up and fight threw all your childish games. no more suffocating no more pain or hate i had enough listening i'm going to spread infection that will end the (rain of terror)

i cant be silence once you let go of your grip.  until then i hope you like a pool of your own drain mind i hope you like the feeling of burning pain.

you didn't just taped me you have no idea i have groups of malicious that have the power to set this world a blaze.

i can't take seeing your power take lives that tried changing to save this world of corrupt ******* like your own kind. just wait till you know what your death will end like like Lego's falling down when you kick them down. this world inst big enough for me or you but suffocating silence wont stand any more no more i have saved this life.

what is this i'm going to speak my mind. but this **** your society has done was just hold me down. i don't care any more i am going to show every one what i mean when i had enough. i have picked and chose but it all came down so close like a plane that breaks the speed of sound. when u just want to let lose your dark entitys letting lose hell imprisoning all the ones who have made your life snap like a branch that was full of life.this is my present to this world i run this game so just tell me if you can escape my tricks of all your wasted hate that sticks with out glue or tape. i will invade and show what unseen force that wait your fait. the last friend or person who led the group into the trap? well its my time to show you what i have in me to run the entire place in destruction. i don't care what you say i have listen and been hit by every wave you sent. but this time im going to walk threw and levae this town with no smile but turned into my dark orces of what you have done..



i have been held down  getting crushed by all the lies.

so here's my gift a path of destrution that will make every thing i had to the destruction of venting

what is it even worth to have friends when its like a scale that is a weight on both hands.
it seems like you have to have the morals of pure ideas that make your every choice.
when u get ****** into a life where all you have lost. when u chose to go out with your friends you have thrown away your family losing conections that throw away the love you never wanted to throw away.  

the choices i have fallen victim to has changed me down deep in side.
there are so many regrets i wish i could take back.

friends have made life fun but it takes away tho heart of love.

have you just wanted to just disconect and erase your identity and just start over.

my life is so insane that i am so worn out that i dont know how i can keep going or i should quit trying and drift with the crowd to see where i end up.

the friends that are good leave behind a positive impact but the ones who **** up your time your life leave the negitivity that spinns out of control like a vinal record that skips endlessly.


can you escape or drown and lose your self in all the ******* ******* of self hate.


its a weight that spinns out of control when u lose your grip and end up some where u cant escape like a closet that  just leaves the huanted image of who you really became when u gave into a new group of friends.

My foot steps only leave my impression in this world that i play a danger's game. i want to prov this world wrong from my ideas. foot steps been left for ages but what have u wanted to do.

i want to escape all this ******* in this ******* **** face society that only leaves anger and betray. My ideas i want to prove that life would be better when every one could just speak there mind. life with fear is no match for me cause i can bee taken.

i could have every thing taken from me but i will never go down even if you take my soul but my voice will blow your mind.

my words will change your mind but will change the world when i make my point

worn out like rag doll. being thrown all around from the little kid who has been your entire life.

being in so many adventures i hope my stuffed arms hold for the breath taking rides we will endure. my heart has watched u all of u grow up.

years and years of love made me want to say i know life gets hard but that's not a reasone to give up or love your dreams.


when i have looked in your eyes i knew that you were going to do and become along the way.

but i'm always hear if u just need me to hold something soft to cuddle when u'r ready to cry im just your stuffed doggy you have been given to you.

life will get harder but ill still be here when u need to hold to feel better about the problem in life shows  


remember :) im the rage doll u loved