i slowly began to realize
i didn't mean anything to you
when you left me
i regretted everything i did
i let you see parts of myself
that i hated to be
i gave you my heart right out of my chest
but i was stupid
because i thought you were going to save me
because you were all i had
instead you used me
you stepped all over me
and left me broken on my bedroom floor
and if you can hear me cry in this poem
turn a deaf ear to me
because this is the part where my heart
will freeze and harden
i hope you stay up one night
and contemplate all the
agony and affliction you put me through
because sooner than later
you are going to miss me
and come running back
but it would be too late
because i'm already gone